SharonMeiYan (:

Till today I will never forget to..

2011-09-17T13:08:00.001+08:00

In lives there is many many ups and downs..
Each time seeing others sad and moody or angry with something/someone..
The best I could do Is to share my ears, shoulders.. Another thing I would want to share is SMILE..

"a smile is the beginning of peace"

Lonza biological Tuas

2011-09-17T12:58:00.001+08:00

Wooho! When was the last time I just blog..
Shall share some updates about myself.. Many of you know I change my job from a frontline to a backroom job. I admit that job dont suits me.. Things making me alive is those supportive colleagues and many things that don't learn from the book.. Visiting sites, huge tank, soft water for injection and many others.. Shall I continue working after 6mths contract? I don't know either.. Or continue to pursue my passion? Showing some my of awesome colleagues... Together with my wonderful mentor...

2011-02-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

Stress Stress Stress!!

Just wanna do some updates..

Have been very stress up.. its off peak season yet its so bloody pack of office nonsense..

its like being a slave or worst being treated. no this and that. I'm here to work and earn a living not to hear nonsense and being controlled by my own personal life..

Who the hell she think to judge my life and stuff! who are damn you!

I realise that one thing to make me alive every morning are my 2 malaysian colleagues - Ken and Sandy and when in work they are always there for me. Even when I am moody and sick.

After which I would count down to off work time and pray that something good happen.

Baptism soon, and I being drag down alot due to work related. seriously get a life lah.

Sick = cannot take Mc what logic?? so which mean I really need to faint on the spot to say that I am really sick ?

I really don't know how long I am gonna stay...

2011-01-09T21:31:00.005+08:00

大家好!

Back to Singapore for quite some time.. and when wasmy last post again?

Well nothing much to post and nobody bother to read also..

And I'm really bored decide to share some pictures for my December 2010 trip.

1 Dec till 8 Dec at Japan Honshu, a unforgettable and memorable one. This trip frankly nearly drag me to death, very very cold and next moment very very sunny. Quite weird weather..

But overall its was a enjoyable tour leading assignment.

(Tour Guide - Ms Kitty-San)

(Osaka Castle walk way)

(5th station of Mt Fuji)

Oh.. let it snow, let it snow)brrr..

(Yokata Wear) Onsen Time!

(Shibuya Street//with Esther)

(Joyce)

(Good time shopping at Harujuku, Shinjuku,Shibuya Area)

(ME! infront of Mt. Fuji)

(Rebecca,Esther & me at Takashimaya)

With 3 of my passenger/friends spending my day shopping and eating together.

next post on 15 Days in Taiwan...

2010-10-27T00:06:00.003+08:00

2Weeks before my Tour Leading trip to Taiwan

Have yet to prepared my trip to Taiwan..
been busy with work and Grandpa health has drop a lot.

Reading, watching News..
Now many natural disaster are coming.
keep tracking of updated weather

Recently Alishan is now official close due to road closure.
Yilan is affected due to heavy rain, typhoon and land slide affected.
will there be anymore coming up?

I am so not prepare if those disaster comes while I am at Taiwan.
Or if there's a typhoon, tsunami hits.
I know I am just being a worry worm.
whats gonna happen to my client, shall I protect myself or my client..
all these are spinning around me and I don't wish to leave my beloved ones including those whom I really care and love..

Dear heavenly father, please pray for us that all these disaster
will not hit us human and protect us lord..
bless those people have already with you to find their body that is missing.
Thank you lord..

2010-10-12T01:13:00.006+08:00

While was laying on my bed, my heart feel so heavy, I realise I haven't move up in regards of my Grandma.

I know she would want me to move on and never look back. But I try and try.
And I failed to do so. Each time reflecting the past in regards of happy moments or sad and suffering time, I do enjoy my companion, my best friend my only beloved Grandma.
While on the streets, I heard people calling 'Grandma',' 婆婆'，'老人家' I will really miss those days
when I disturb her and be by her side when she was very sick, I remember once she came in to the room and tell me
I'm her 2nd beloved grandchild it really touches me a lot.

this video that I'm gonna share show my deep feeling.

'Amazing Grace' its a hymns from Catholic Church.
Each time listening to this hymns reminds of my late beloved Grandma..

Amazing Grace

Amazing grace! How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now am found;
Was blind, but now I see.

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear,
And grace my fears relieved;
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares,
I have already come;
'Tis grace hath brought me safe thus far,
And grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me,
His Word my hope secures;
He will my Shield and Portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess, within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow,
The sun forbear to shine;
But God, Who called me here below,
Shall be forever mine.

When we've been there ten thousand years,
Bright shining as the sun,
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we'd first begun.

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2010-10-07T02:34:00.003+08:00

..Someone said that I didn't update my blog for coming of 1 month..
...So here are some updates after a month later of my Vietnam Trip...

I have uploaded the pictures in my Facebook and I am so lazy to upload here :X
overall its really a great experience.
From meeting my Clients, Take Flight, Communicating, attentively and being Sensitive and Firm at all times.. My very virgin tour leading has come to an end, everyone enjoys the trip.

Facing different kind of Clients, different kind of environment, staying alone in a hotel and weird nonsense happening. I gave a pat to myself and told myself when I reach Singapore I have made it and no complains has been make.

Language barrier was really a huge problems for me.
A Chicken and a Duck is talking..
at times glad enough my Tour Guide is being nice enough to translate.

Overall I had really enjoy this trip.
but the food... everyday and every meals there are FISH or PORK!
Damn bored and I had to eating some vegetables, or soups..

Visiting Vung Tau was also a memorial one..
3.5 hours at least from Ho Chi Minh
and cyclo ride around the small town.
enjoy the breeze and seeing sunsets..

My next trip will be on 13 Nov to Taiwan.
This time I must be fully prepared and many homework and research needs to be done..

while on board back to Singapore I actually hope to see someone.
But in the end..

My next blog should be on Vietnam Pictures or My preparation process of my Taiwan trip..

*Dear Boy, glad to see that you recovered..

如果呢？

2010-09-08T00:43:00.003+08:00

2 Days Before Vietnam Trip..

Each day I am so expecting the trip to start and blink the trip is over.
really so stress and the pressure is really there.

Fortunate enough to have a very good Manager whom helps me by planning ahead, taking down notes and sharing with me her past experience. But the hope and stress level is way to high for me and making me to give up this tour.

I have very nice and helpful colleagues with me. Cheering and encouraging me keep briefing the whole itinerary.
I hope I won't let them down also.. I finally burst out my feelings in front of my manager, blissful enough she is a understanding person..

Spoken to some of the passengers and majority of them are in their
40's,50's,60's and even 70's
most them are friendly and easy going hopefully
may god bless all of us with a safe and wonderful trip in Vietnam..

To be frank mentally and physically I am very tired, I really needed a short break. But I just can't find the time..

Share some things that my colleagues told me in Ho Chi Minh

1) after 10pm I have to be in the hotel. robbers are everywhere.
2) be careful with those tour guides and driver.
3) tag with someone but not staying in the city alone.
4) no drinking of unbranded drinks.
5) no street stall food to be taken.

really make me wonder why am I going such places where is so scary and dangerous?
worst still I am sleeping alone in the hotel.. errhh!

This coming trip is really a god gifts too. I able to avoid unnecessary birthday celebrations, physically not there but blessings and present will be there :D
Well since I have taken up this trip. good luck to me ;)

Last of all, I am gonna miss out many peeps birthday.
Hereby wishing you guys and Happy Advance/Belated Birthday Dear Friends

*Jinling, Alex Tan,Samantha Lee,Derek Lee and Tom Huang*
Have a enjoyable one :)

2010-09-03T17:59:00.010+08:00

Hello World..

I am back to blogging..

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School has comes to an end
and now time to save money and back to work.
this time round at Asia Global Vacation by Chan Brothers.

Doing the same old thing,
(travel industry)

many changes and working with different environment

but i am so glad working with new people.
they are enjoyable people in my life.

despite being stress in work, we do make our day brighten up with lots of Fun.
Out to eat together, chilling session.
no doubt there are 3 different generations difference but we do accommodate with one another.
that's the spirit and united strength in each other..

some pictures to share...

(Every 1st month of Thursday)

my 2 Malaysian colleagues
(Sandy and Ken)

New colleague of mine
(Sandy)
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Meet up with my 猪朋狗有
& Little Celebration of Yanyan 20th Birthday

(Steamboat session)

(Zhilei/Yanyan/Sharon)

the last meet up was 1 Year ago...
and finally putting down all work and school we finally meet up

猪朋狗友

May all of shine like this sunflower.. :)

..That's all no inspiration at all to blog..

Anyway I'm so excited about my tour leader trip to Vietnam..
wish me good luck...

2010-04-23T12:34:00.007+08:00

What does friendship means to all of you ??

I was to bored and sick and i decide to blog these people appears in my life and make lots full of wonders. with their support and care from Secondary School till today..

Zhilei & Yanyan
(my very first BFF I made)
there is always disagreement between us but still the friendship goes on..

Shaowei,Zhenwei,ChinKoon
Weijie and Derek
(the jokers in my secondary school life till today.. )
The very ON and STEADY! Mates..
good luck in your NS life..

Joethy, Caiyun,Meihong
(my 3 beloved daughter I made in nitec)
Here is my 3 bitchy girls..
Steamboat and Chalet will never short of them..

xanthe(yeeleng) & Jinling
(my 2 party mates I made in hnitec)
when everyone ignores me but they will always stand by me)

Last but not least..

Jeffery
My very very understanding love who never
leave me when I am in need

I may not as fortunate or unfortunate like others.
But with them my life live to the fullest..
:)

*photos credit to their facebook account :)

2010-04-09T18:44:00.005+08:00

Hello Peeps..
I'm back here to update my dead blog.
Sorry for not updating have been rather busy these days..

♥ ♥ ♥
Alright.. here comes the updates..
(p.s. I have been very emotional these days)

After my grandma pass on and many many changes at home that I am unable to accept.
Its one month she is gone and every morning I always have the habit of looking for her. every time I come to think of she is not around my tears drop. I really miss her so much, i haven't had a chance to talk to her and ask for her forgiveness.
I miss you alot Grandma ♥ :'(
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For time being, I can't leave my grandpa alone at home beside school, I don't shop, staying out late and going out for party.
(this is how no life for me now)
frankly after she is gone I had no one to talk to and at home its so lonely that I could only stare at her picture.
(who can understand and lent me the listening ear)
Oh ya, I am having very bad insomnia again for pass 2 weeks, shall I consult a doctor? thanks for that pass 1 week I caught a bad cold.
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And, something caught my attention last week and frankly I am so worried and I don't know am I doing the right thing, so worried that I don't know shall I contact him. Haven't been contacting him for 2 months and I hope he will be fine.
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Shall I give up on him? second time he return and second time he left silently..
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soon I am going for a fun party and I wanna make myself dead drunk!

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2010-03-30T15:08:00.003+08:00

A Tribute To My Beloved Grandma

Pass Away Peacefully on

14 Feb 1939
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07 March 2010 (1420Hrs)
Mrs Frankford - Chan Yoke Chun

When she was young..

Grandma there is so many things I wanna ask you and talk to you.
you pass away everything for us has change.
I really miss your voice, nag and advise to me.
I remember in hospital I had so much hope waiting for you to open your eyes waiting for you to recover to bring you home. now you are with god. hope you see us what we are suffering now and guide what I should do to help the family and grandpa. I miss you..

2010-03-03T00:40:00.001+08:00

I am freaking moody and sad now.
I don't know, words just be can't be explain out and I really don't what I can do.
I need a shoulder to lean on and let me cry.

2010-02-21T23:24:00.008+08:00

Chinese New Year 2010

This year CNY falls on Valentine's Day.
This year I can say is a very pack year for me I don have time to buy goodies, doing housework and buying stuff..

And I am tired having school in the morning and night, last week of cny was a great challenging week. Doing housework in the night and buying stuff within afew hours.
After all, cny is gonna come to the end.

On Eve Of Cny...

Dinner at Ion Orchard, Taste Paradise

Start Of with Yu Sheng ..

The Starting dish ( I didn't take many pictures of it)

Mum & Dad :)

And the 3 of us :)

My big aunt with uncle :)

A picture ended with a big smile from Anderson :)

Happy Lunar New Year

To be continue...

2010-02-21T22:58:00.004+08:00

Short and Simple Yet Remember Day...

Its just happen to be a short 2 days, but this memories will just stay till you return one day again. Since the decision has made and I have nothing to say to convince you to change.

Alright here's a video that I want to tell you..

Do You Remember By Jay Sean

Hey! Jay Sean
Yeah! Sean Paul
Lil Jon!
This one right here is for all the ladies
Ladies who want to take it back
(I don't know what Sean Paul said)
Holler at them Jay

I've been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn't have to end we could start again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back

(Yo Jay sing for these ladies! )

So long since you've been missing
It's good to see you again
How you how you doing
And how about we don't let this happen again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )
Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )

Yo ay girl yo bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun
When I was still your number one
Well it might seem far-fetched baby girl but it can be done
I've got this feeling fire blazing and it's hot just like the sun
Know you feel it too my girl just freeze up may the good vibes run...
Girl take a sip of the champange take a lil trip down my lane my girl
While you noe every night you'll feel alright look I tell you dis girl atta My world
Don't change imma na Rearange Ay girl imma tell you straight dis atta my world
How many years do you want come kiss dis I know you miss this
That's what I heard that's what I heard that's what I heard word girl

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)

2010-02-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

I am so LOST.. :'(

Well.. Its's been so long since I update my blog..
Recently have been a busy month...
Exams, Work, Commitment and many many more..

I am having a mix feelings now adays..
We humans are selfish..

I forgo everything that is close to myside..
Can we be what we are??

2009-12-07T18:49:00.003+08:00

♥ Hello.. Blog Blog.. Post Post ! ♥

School Hoilday is coming nearer and yup I am still counting down..

At first thought of that last paper was last week but never I except that there is still one last paper this week =_=!

My Dumb Dumb is still in camp doing his training. His 1st week of book out was a fun and I start to learn to cherish my time with him..

Weekdays for me was hell and its so blue..
Drop my tears many times when I start to miss him around me and disturbing me all the time...

I miss you Dumb !!

He's Botok now.. frankly I still recongise him but when I start to stare at him
It make me laugh..

He look like monk and okay he's cute :) haha..

The Before and After

My Dearest Dumb Dumb!

Inside The Train and our Childish Moment!

Bye Batok See you the next week...
Love you lots ..

2009-12-02T20:28:00.006+08:00

Woohooo...

No more test for this few months..
finally Costing, AA1, AA2 and Auditing CA 1 are over :)

I am so happy! Haha..

Counting down to holidays..
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1 Week More...

I am so damn looking forward for it..
many events are well plan and my calender is almost full..

Currently my body isn't feeling very well this few days.
I can't travel far be it to Cab, Train or even Bus
I will start having giddy and my headaches come again..

Well, after deciding for so long, I decide to take private O level..
this is because I still don't know what I want for my life..

Oh Well.. Dear is having training in SPF for 6months
He is Botak Now! haha

After 4months of being jobless finally he found his career back again..
I just happy for you dear..

Today is just the 1st day and god I miss him damn badly!
I need his hug and his voice around my ears..
I almost drop my tears when my mind reminds of him...

I miss you Dear..
Counting down to day you book out :)

My BF is a police and I am a thief ...
Haha..

2009-11-21T23:15:00.003+08:00

Happy 11th Month Anniversary

After so Much of up and downs Its finally our 11th month anniversary.
But it turns out to be a disaster. Shit really happen.

recently life for me isn't that peaceful.. Friends Betray, Family Issue and School Stuff..
I seriously don't know why shit happen to me.

Everyday one wave after one.. I just wanna go on a simple life too.. can't I?

I'm friends for being a little emo now a days..

I lost the person who is very close to me..
My best listener and the person who dote me alot..

Just give me sometime to cool down and I will be back to update..

Cheers :)

The Era For Me Has Begin....

2009-11-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys I am back to blogging...
Recently has been busy with family issued, Work, School and many many problems...

Its Been Since 1 month and the half since I updated here..
Firstly, I got no time, Secondly, I find no point updating as no one view also..
Thirdly, I just don't have the feeling...

School has been fine.. Timetable was good, starting late and end early, suppose to be a very relaxing semester but I got to retake 2 papers.. so its gonna be a hectic period.. =_=!

Jia You, Jia You!! Haha..

My 19th Birthday Was a simple celebration..
together with Dumb, Zhilei, Yanyan, Yi Shen and Xiang Yong..
Had Seoul Garden for Dinner...
Nothing Much... Seriously I wanna go Club.. But.. Time and Pocket has been very very tight now a days :(

Dumb has enlisted for Singapore Police Force.. This will be his future career ehh..
Oh My... He will be enlist next month and I am gonna miss him very badly..
I can't imagine my days without him... Jia you Dear..

December Is round the corner and that moment I think of Ycamp on December..
Frankly I feel like going very badly, no one to accompany and I got no one to contact..
Shall wait for next year Ycamp on June then...

Photos won't be uploading now.. I am super lazy... hahaha...
Take Care Friend.. Will update soon when I am free..

Cheers :)

2009-09-11T02:30:00.005+08:00

Exams Are Over!!! And Its Holiday now!!
Hahaha..

Alright Peeps I am not gonna blog this few months maybe or weeks..
Currently Busy with family urgent matter..

Sometimes Ignorance Is the better things in life...
Also at times is not I ignore is cannot be bothered..

Trying to win trust around is really childish..
I believe in human or life things doing good deeds is correct.
What my younger brother told me... 'Jie, Whatever Humans Doing on earth Good Things or Bad, God in heaven will always watch us, do you agree Jie?' And I think what he said is true..
A 10year old boy will ask and realise this kind of things..
..really amaze me..
I now live it with gods hands to treat the bads and protect the goods..
Its all gods will...

Anyway.. Happy Birthday to all September Babies:)
...Yee Leng, Jin Ling, Samantha, Alex, Derek, Isabella Soh and Tom...
Enjoy your day to the fullest.. God Bless and Take Care..

Bye Bye...

Fyi: I am not aiming anyone..

2009-08-20T21:17:00.003+08:00

Happy 8th Month Anniversary
Mr Dumb Dumb & Ms Gum Gum..

A terrible month...
all I can say is I did my part..

Now its depend on you and your thinking
I am more worry of your future career path then any other things.

I don't want to change your thinking of you, yourself.
I love the way who you are..

Seriously day by day I feel so useless that I don't understand you..
other than knowing you are working and studying together I care for you.

I got nothing else to say...

All I ask is we can walk through peacefully..

2009-08-06T12:47:00.007+08:00

Bored Bored...

Finally my project is done!
although many things and attraction are missing..
but I don't ask for much as the group got so many problems..
forget it!
next time I won't be that stupid already..
I pass my AA1 CA2..
Finally man!
School now a days are fine for me,
slowly I am getting use to the new environment..
Jia you, Jia you!
Hahaha :)

Life for me, during weekends beside spending time with My Dumb Dumb
and coaching my brothers with his studies I do make it to the fullest.
Because weekdays are my moody days..

My feeling is mix and goes by the environment..
I am standing up now!! Yeah yeah..

Well my dumb dumb will be very busy with his work now a days..
Jia you, Jia you!
Exams are just round the corner for you!!
Better study hor!!

Well.. Come across, 7th month ghost are coming..
I can't go clubbing for a month..
Cannot hang around at Lau Pa Sat..
Cannot go home late!
Shit man! My night life activity GONE!!

2009-07-27T16:02:00.003+08:00

Boo.. Back to update..
Currently I am sick again..

AA1 CA2 today, but I miss it..
3 simple reason..

1. I didn't get to sleep last night.. (heard someone shouting,shouting non stop)
2. Lost track of time( adjusted my time and is 1hr later)
3. Flu again :(

Hai.. Went to see doctor at polyclinic, no choice because I am broke..
Got to save more in order to do shopping
Currently think I must really stand up again in School..
Simply I know I AM NOT ALONE.. hahaha...

With love, Chocolate, Yanyan, Caiyun, Joethy and Wendy around I know I have to stand..
Not to make them disappointed.. Well.. I miss the time with Chocolate and Yishen(mbf) hanging around together at Lau Pat Sat..

And so at 3.30am since I can't sleep, I have give a thought about it..

I really need to buck up, and plan my time management well.. I am losing back.. seriously..

On 25 July 2009 Celebrate
Sok Kwan 19th Birthday..

Caiyun, Sok Kwan and Me:)

Thought of going phuture but one of her friend lost his IC so can't go and no choice but to go back
LUNAR again.. okay lah this time not that bad with Caiyun and Sok Kwan around, My next clubbing kakiss.. hahaha..

All I can Sok Kwan, She brighten up my day.. hahah..

Shake it, Shake it.. We shout, shake, sing, drink and dance, music that day was.. woshhh
2 thumbs up.. shiok!! SK was almost half dead.. and I am so tired lah..

My Dumb Dumb says I am going to be a weekly or monthly clubber soon..
Oppss. I get what he mean lah haaaa.. I will control.. keke:)

Had lots of fun and pictures are not uploaded and send to me yet...

Well.. My Mr Happy I decide to change his name.. hahaha
Mr Dumb Dumb Happy.. Because only I know lah ah ha...

Pictures Taken with Him..

I am Not dead yet Hor!!!

My Dumb Dumb

Zzzzz... Gum and Dumb..

I like this picture alot.. Muackss..

Bye:) busy doing project now :)

2009-07-22T21:00:00.004+08:00

Back to update..
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Well I got nothing to post actually, except for sorrows and pain in heart...
I swear I am not asking people for sympathy or others.
Its Just words that I don't know who shall I turn too..

Recently so many things happen.. too many till I almost give up totally...
Had really enough and I am so sick and tired of it..

Here Ms Sunshine and Mr Happy.. I find this Picture CUTE :)

Myself
Recently just recover from sudden flu and bad menses cramp and went to do ultrasound..
Found a small lump, and now taking medicine and was having a bad back cramp..
I have problems with sleeping in the night, and next morning I can't get up for school with the back pain. overall hopefully I am able to get well soon..

School work was another challenge for me, was on Mc for 2 weeks and CA2, trying to cope and project deadline is so near, rushing ;)

Social Circle
Well first I give up on trying to be nice and neutral person but to my surprise I find it no point using this on them and since they can happily just go on and why can't I happily go through alone. I don't owe them and they decide to do that to me, so be it. I believe I did my part and that's enough.

Family
Recently my grandmother isn't in the good health, She start to have difficulties in her movement and so she will pee around, I don't know what else I can do.. At night she start coughing and notice she has difficulties in breathing..

My mum was asking me to go back to my own house instead of staying at my grandparents place, but between me and my dad we are like enemy. Well if I go home, what happen to my grandmother? gosh. I don't know what shall I do..

Feeling so moody now a days, damn I am so tired and sick..

How much I hope god will just end everything and let me go somewhere where no one is there..
Peace always...

That's all ba..

2009-07-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

WooHoo... 20th July..
Happy 7th Month Anniversary...

Well.. nothing much to post except for pictures..
All in facebook already..

Indeed a challenging month.. lots of problems and stress..
Many things happen..

Life is like a book of chapter...

So many choice in life, it maybe just the wrong or correct move..
Depends on how I really walk on..

Now.. My life is just like shit.. Really Shit..
Today.. The crayons in life are: My Beloved Mr Happy, Chocolate, Yan yan and My Lovely Mummy..

I happen to think of ending chapter in my life. But think twice I shall really hang on and its like I am struggling to death anytime..

I am really hanging on still...

2009-07-13T21:15:00.005+08:00

A trip to Johor Bahru on 12 July 2009....

Went to JB on that day again to look for his things...
Stomach wasn't that well again..

Had KFC there... very different feeling in Singapore...

1st time to City Square..
So many people there. age group around our age...

I need a extra space for me to breathe... I am struggling to death soon by all of you...
Simply all you don't know what I really want.. So stop predicting me, my future and leave me alone..
I know what I am doing... Please..
Thanks Dear.. thanks for knowing whats the best for me, understading and know what I want..
I will work hard for it.. and enjoying my life to the fullest with you being with me..

2009-07-13T20:47:00.003+08:00

Wow.. Its time for new update ya...
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Recovering from sudden flu,cough and fever... Together with Mr Happy he was having fever too..
Went to see doctor and was having a bad cramp.. bloody hell!

Given injection and was send to Hospital because of the cramp was worst ever in my life..
Pain till I vomited.. When reach KKH with Mr Happy, just because I travel to Johor Bahru, the staff put me and him into Isolation Room...

No fever on that day... What the hell! Spent $100 just for that..
Shit man... went through the H1N1 test..

Given 7days of MC and rest well enough, but my handphone just can't stop ringing...
Well one thing that come across my mind, when I was sick has anybody of my friends called to ask me how I am and why I wasn't in school for that long..

Well.. Was feeling much better on friday,
Meet up my chocolate, Wendy and Shili on friday.

Planning for Yan Yan 19th Birthday...
At Ngee Ann City..

The Girls Toliet Business...

Tie her pretty hair..

Me

Shili,Wendy and Me...

Wendy and Me

Saw quite a number of my Secondary School mate..
Oh my... I miss them really.. I am so looking forward the next gathering soon this month..

Meet up Mr Happy after that, went to collect his pants..
Hai.. dear its time to save... Don't spend on those unwanted things ya.. Muacks...

Thats all....

2009-07-06T17:39:00.004+08:00

Alright...
SCHOOL HOLIDAY HAS ENDED :(

This holiday I was suppose to study for my coming CA2 but I just don't have the time..
Die! gonna burn more night oil..

Beside working, gathering, spending time on my bed to get more rest before falling sick again..
Yes! other than gastric I am healthy.. hahha..
I do really spent this holiday a fruitful one :) hooray..

Also spending more quality time with my beloved Mr Happy..
Not much problem we both facing now.. things are slowly improving now..
yup.. but after returning back to Singapore from JB..

Time do really flies.. I am gonna face the thing again with them, which I really hate most..

I am a human also.. I need people to understand me, I am not a dog to follow you guys or an idiot or a nuts.. I am being nice and giving in and try not blow things up..
In the end, everyone blaming me for not making effort. F*** lah..

I have my limit too.. don't push me to the core really..
Saying so much and blame and blame, but do you guys ever realise your mistake??

I am not a kid to be taught by you or lecture by you, I am here to ask for advice, in the end what I get? I had enough and really enough nonsense from all of you..
I don't want this to happen too.. but it seems that you guys only hear one side story.. Come on!! be a neutral judge.. F*** really damn enough!

Come across I still have 8 more months in ITE, but I was thinking of dropping off and pursue my nursing dream.. Shall I? I am still thinking...
If dropping out, I have so many things I can't let off..
e.g. attending my own graduation ceremony, Student Council and investiture.. gosh! how??

2009-07-06T17:19:00.002+08:00

Last day of holiday.. 5th July 2009 (Sunday)

Its my last day of holiday, Mr Happy decide to go in to Johor Bahru to get something for his work.. okay, at least I get to chop my passport. lol -_-

Wake up early, prepare, had breakfast and off we go to Kranji to take bus 160..
Quite alot of people, having a little traffic jam, but thanks god wasn't that bad..

Reach JB at Custom at 11.45am and took cab to Jusco Shopping (some where near custom)
The Shopping mall was big compare to Vivo City and Jurong Point.. hahaha..

There mostly selling branded stuff and Supermarket.. Nothing much, can't find the things he want and off we go to next station at Holiday Plaza(Nearer to Custom), the moment we reach there, we were like wow! this is the place we are looking for, He found the things he want. Next off we go to walk around and have lunch. Again stomach wasn't that good..

Took cab again to Custom back.. Reach Singapore at 5pm and since its still early went over to Jurong Point to Singtel, because he gonna CHANGE HIS HP AGAIN!! argh..

Went home after that.. we going again ya?? hahha..
I realise that I shall speak malay more often.. hahaha..

I am so looking forward on December Because I am going to Genting.. haha..

2009-07-06T17:09:00.002+08:00

Here some updates!!

4July 2009..
Well - Being Outing..

Well.. suppose to have Sentosa but was cancel..
who would wanna go with only 4 ppl..

Meet later at 5.30pm at Bugis and went for Steamboat Session again..
Pathetic only 7 people.. Alvin, Weilong, Benson, Berwin, Bella, Mr Happy and Me..

Didn't eat much compare to the previous one..
Think because of gastric problem..

After dinner, no programme and separate for 15mins to get the things..
Goodness.. Mr Happy Bought me a ladybird earring. Cute :)

Thought of playing pool, but it seems that no one feels like playing..
And Home Sweet Home..

ps: no photo taken ehh.. forgot..

Well.. I do learn something today.
..Human has to learn how to give and take to other human...

2009-06-28T21:17:00.004+08:00

The World Has Lost The King Of Pop
RIP
Michael Jackson..

He was announce death of Thursday...
The world is so sad..

2009-06-28T16:30:00.004+08:00

27 June 2009
Warm Saturday ...

Wake up quite late today..
Went over to Bishan for..
....
Girl Guides Singapore Carnival 2009..
SO MANY PEOPLE..

Booths are open by different School..
From Brownies and Guides..
Selling many many different kind of things..

Went over to Shuqun Guides Booth and Northlight Booth..
Its been quite a long time since I saw them..

Bought Ice Cream!! SO BIG :)

Ms Toh, Ms Tan, Shili ,Zhilei, Me & Mr Happy:)

Shili, Zhilei, Me and Mr Happy :)

Did simple Henna with Zhilei..

Pattern design by one of the guide..
From Changkat Sec..

Tracy & Sharon

Not to forget my beloved!!
;0

After carnival went for lunch and he send me to work..
WOOT HOO!! Its my last day of work lah..

After work he pick me up and off we went to Tiong Bahru to watch..
Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen.. Super nice show! I won't mind watching it again..
Feed me with Nachos and Sweet Corn will do.. hahaha:) Sit till my backside really painful and numb.. hahaha.. A warm Saturday just pass like this..

2009-06-28T15:24:00.009+08:00

22nd June 2009..

Its been after so long..
And finally I meet up with my daughter's except for Mei Hong and Cai Zhen..

Meet up with Cai Yun first to do manicure.. Both us choose the same colour.. RED!!
Of course we will decide the same colour who ask we are daughter and mother.. hahaha..

After awhile Sok Kwan came after her work, walking around Bugis Junction..
So many nice clothes.. Yup.. While waiting for others took pictures some where the fountain..

Here :)

My Princess :)

Sok Kwan :)

Cai Yun, Sok Kwan and Me :)

After awhile, Ka Wei, Joethy and Mr Happy came..
Had steamboat session today!! woot hoo!! yummy:)

(Crab flying)lol!!

Kawei//Cai Yun

Sok Kwan// Joethy

Jeffery// Sharon

After Steamboat Session, our dearest princess suggest we shall have more..
DURIAN!! Yes.. its durian session now.
took Kawei car down to Geylang Lorong 9...

Durian there was like so CHEAP!!
$1 for 1...
although is SMALL but NICE LOH!!

Serve us with durian??

YUMMY!!! See?? nice ehhh

Joethy and Sok Kwan..
Yummy??

Poor Mr Happy... he hates durian and the small..
but being force... must learn to eat...

I am so lazy to post so many pictures here.. more at facebook..

Sok Kwan birthday next month..
Plan to go clubbing at Butter Factory!!
WOW! so looking forward it!!

Ladies --> LIM MEI HONG better make yourself free!

July might have 2 birthday celebration at Clubbing.. Shiok!
See you ladies SOON!!

2009-06-20T16:34:00.003+08:00

Its Saturday today :)
I am going shopping later.. hahaha...
Yup.. Not working today how nice uhhh..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Well... Its 20th June 2009
Happy 6th Month Anniversary...

Time flies again.. Its been 6months since we are together..
both of us facing different things and difficulties in our life..

To pursue our dream and path way for our own future..
But we still hang on as tight as we can...
Thanks dear, for being there at times I need you..
...You really shine my life...

Love is as sweet as a honey, pain is as bitter as a bitter gourd

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-06-20T15:53:00.004+08:00

19th June 2009
***
Hello :) time for new updates...
here.. I still having flu, but feeling better already, went to work..
Level 5 Premier Ward.. So peaceful ward..
Sitting there 6hours playing DS and facing the 2 lift..
So bored...

Well.. finish work at 9pm... Mr Happy friends are going for a drink..
Since we still have half bottle left at Lunar, finish it and I won't be going there anymore...
So bored and more more aunties and uncle there...
Not fun anymore...

Took cab there.. was chatting with the uncle...

Me: Uncle, Clarky Quay..
Uncle: wa.. friday night, going clubbing ah..
Me: haha.. no lah.. uh.. drink only..
Uncle: Haha.. good, its friday night.. shall enjoy more at this age..

Me: hahha...
Uncle: Which places you going?
Me: Lunar Fusion Bar...
Uncle: Oh.. wow.. good... will your parent stop you going such place?
Me: Okay lah.. don't drink till half dead can already..
Uncle: Ya loh.. now a days we must follow the new style.. cannot lock you youngster at home..
Must let you all expose more to the world, or else will be old fashion..
Me: Haha.. okay lah..

Alight the cab and look for them.. Its my 1st time going out with them..
although they like stone like that, but not that bad lah..
Next clubbing hahaha.. St James Power Station or try getting in to Double O...

Here.. Pictures taken...
Not much picture uhhh...

Hello Desmond :)

Hello Wee Chai:)

Hello Guan Hua:)
(Shuqun Schoolmate)

Hello Mr Happy:)

The Boys...
Desmond,WeeChai,Guan Hua & Jeffery

Well.. I hope you guys do enjoy too..
Sorry anyway.. something happen that night..
Desmond Lau... going to serve NS soon.. good luck to you ahh..
All the best guys in your studies and everything you do...

2009-06-19T13:13:00.002+08:00

16 June 2009

Happy 19th Birthday Jeffrey Koo

Attend ITE Graduation Award Ceremony at NUS...
Congrats Mr Happy :)

He was awarded with Certificate Of Merit for his course in ITE..

At the Ceremony..
I am sitting so back lah..

After getting the Cert..

Congrats to Wen Lin too :)

We are indeed so proud of you...

After Ceremony, went to SC campfire..
Wasn't that fun.. okay ba..

I am so tired that day...

2009-06-19T12:44:00.004+08:00

15 June 2009

Happy 15th Birthday
&
Happy 68th Birthday Ah Ma!!!

Its my beloved Brother Andrew Birthday..
Celebrate his birthday advance on the 13 June..
He invited many of his maple friends and
they bought him outfit.. (its time for him to dress up man!)
and together with Mr happy and my parents with Anderson we bought him a new phone and got him a line...

He is so happy at first and at the end of the day.. He is being sabo by My younger brother and his group on friends...

Happy 15th Birthday Brother!!

Singing birthday song..
Sabotage sooonn...

In the end... full of cake and eggs in his head and face...

The next day.. Celebrating together with my ah ma on 14 June 2009...
at Chevrons Club...

Birthday Wish.. May your wishers come true..

Sharon, Andrew and Anderson...

2009-06-19T12:12:00.003+08:00

Hello :) Its my 3 weeks of holiday now..
Yup.. but still have to go back school for 2 days preparing CA2 when school starts..
June and Its Great Singapore Sale uhh..
So many things I want to get..

Its so boring during holidays and currently working still at Thomson Medical Centre..
I can't imagine me facing the the ward lift for 6hours daily..

Job Scope: During Visiting hours make sure not more than 2 or 3 visitors in the ward. And make sure they have Pass to enter..
Sometimes people can even scold you for nothing.. but very slack uhh...

Me :)

At TMC level 3 ward..

Little Miss Sunshine...

2009-06-19T11:54:00.003+08:00

Past Pictures On 6 June 2009..
Thought of finishing the old bottle in the end..
We still have another one left..

..Chivas Regal 12 Years..

Zhilei & Mr Happy:)

Zhilei(My kaki),Yishen(mbf),Jeffery(Beloved) and Me!!!
Its really a good time hanging out with them..
I miss you guys many many...
mbf.. guessing game i improve uh... hahaha..

2009-06-07T16:22:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Chen Ying Jie...

Its Sunday today..

Yesterday night reach home at 5am, went to bed straight.
Nothing much to update today.. Whole day at home..
Advance Accounting 1 tomorrow and I haven't even study at all..
Die!!

Anyway.. Thanks Mr Happy for comforting me this few weeks..
I am so damn just moody now a days..

2009-06-07T15:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Jeremy..

6th June 2009

I had so much of programme today..

Went to bugis together with Mr Happy and he bought me a dress..
A white dress.. haha :)

Went back home to change by that time I was late for Yingjie's Birthday Party..
Her 21st birthday was a unique one.. at Kings Albert MacDonald..
I didn't really attend, alittle weird and uneasy, went down to say 'Hi' and went off to another birthday party at Pasir Ris Park.. 17th birthday party, they were there drinking Vodka! haha...
Just drop by with Zhilei and Wendy and Her Cousin, about 10pm went off took cab down to Clarky Quay..

Finally meet out with Yishen(mbf), well after so much of obstalcs I have nothing much to talk about it.. everyone was so moody and I am so bored lah.. drink quite today...

Photos will upload later..
Peace upon me man!!

2009-06-07T13:58:00.003+08:00

..5June 2009..

At times I really don't understand why we humans are so selfish and self centered..
I hate arguments and misunderstanding, not myself being pitiful or what.
but have you ever treat me like a human, a friend? No. I am just like a idiot to all of you.

I walk away today its because I can't stand the way how I am treated, you may think I am stupid or you hate me for the past, then just tell me straight and don't need to be so arrogant..
I don't owe you anything and so don't treat me like I owe you and show me your black face.
I have enough, and really enough, I don't mean too but hai..

After school, went back home to rest and get myself prepared for Campfire at River Valley High school together with Shuqun Guides.. meet them at Jurong East Interchange and set off.. We were all so excited and making fun of each other..

Overall, the campfire theme - Rewind.. rewind the 80's.. Zhilei and Me was there enjoying our self.. Back the 80's and 90's :)

After Campfire at 9pm, Mr Happy meet me together with the girls, they were making fun of me and him, Haha.. Had dinner at Jurong Townhall Mac with Wendy and Zhilei together with Mr Happy. Planning for Saturday programme..

There is fun and sad moment, how much I wish fun moment with you guys will be rewind back.

2009-06-04T19:26:00.005+08:00

Hello.. Hii...

Been really pack and busy this few weeks...
I have so much to post man! Well.. Well..

20 May 2009
Happy 5th Month Anniversary...

We didn't celebrate ehh..
But, Mr Happy we will walk through the difficult pathway isn't?
Love you many, many.. muacks!

Second week of April was really a bad weeks for me..
damn piss off and well I have learn to forgive and forget..

22nd May 2009
ITE Student Achievers Awards 2009
At ITE Dover HQ.

Didn't attend school and attend his award ceremony together his mum..
Congrates my dear..
Finally the long waited ceremony you wanted so much..

Lee Kuan Yew Student Model Award..
We are so proud of you..

Awhile later his elder sister came also to congrats him..

Student Achievers' Award Ceremony 2009

Taking award..

His face appear in the projector..

Ng Eng Keong Jeffery..
Yup.. He did all of us proud..

Anyway congrates to: Moon, Alvin, Hadi, Nazirah, Bella for getting CCA medal award
Berwin for getting Lee Kuan Yew CCA award :)

After the award ceremony, took quite number of pictures, lazy to post uhh..
then waited for him to hang around and his sister bring his mum, me and Mr Happy to have lunch at buffer at marina square..

So full!! headed back to his house, change and went off for guides meeting..
was quite late at the sec 4 are having their POP ceremony. Busy choosing upcoming EXCO members.. Well... Another batch coming up.. Good Luck in the years of guiding.. May guiding bring fun and joy to you :)

Mr Happy.. I am really proud of you :) muacks..

2009-05-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

I AM SO DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU!!!

YOU REALLY LET ME DOWN! :(

2009-05-19T23:58:00.004+08:00

Hello Peeps.. I am back to blogging..
Sorry for the lag updates, been busy with work and School work..

Here some past photos..
After Work went to meet Mr Happy friend to take his hard disk at Bugis and headed to Century Square.. went to look for his work stuff thing.

Then headed to Tampines Mall to do some shopping as he got his pay...
When to shop for Mother's Day Present and he realise that my contact lense has expire!
he got me a new pair.. thanks dear..
While Shopping around found this hat, his young dream to be a fireman...

And so.. after thinking and Shopping..
We got this for them...

For His Mum...

For My Mum..

Nice..

Reach home and we start thinking how to wrap them up..
Lol.. Was really fun as he keep nagging of wrapping..

Mother's Day Family Gathering...

When over to meet my family at Raffles City..
One of the hotel to eat! paranakan food..
the durian paste! yummy..

that's all for Mother's Day post...

2009-05-04T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hello Peeps... I am again back...
A week of updates.. I have so much fun and yet I am still talking my sweet time getting things done..

30 April 2009
Swine Flu Attack, turn to Orange Alert..

Lesson for today was quite slack, while having lunch a call from Wenlin. That she need people to work at Thomson Medical Centre to help in taking temperature for visitors visiting wards.

$6 per Hour.. not that bad.. from 4pm - 10pm..
Together with YingJie, WeiCheng went there and its our 1st day of work..
Overall wasn't that bad.. Mr Happy pick me off from work.. and we went for our 1st movie mid night show at Jurong Point, X-Men, Woverine!!

1st May 2009
Happy Labour Day :)

Didn't do much thing today, wake up quite late.
Mr Happy cook instant noodle for me and Its his 1st done cooking for me wor!
Have breakfast/lunch together at his place and went over to my mum place.

Breakfast from Mr Happy..

After that we had our dinner at Jurong West Sports Stadium...
Queue was very long and service was really very bad..

Overall we didn't enjoy the food, its really sad as I am really craving for it very long lahh..

Went home early as we both are working tomorrow..

..Mr Happy..

Mr Happy Is Full..

Mr Happy//Ms Sunshine
Pictures of you and me..

3rd May 2009
Times Filies..
Sunday Afternoon...

I am finally working today with dearest Mr Happy..
Meet him at Toa Payoh Interchange..
Evening Shift.. 4pm - 10pm..

Changing into our protection gown...
The Tall & The Short... Argh!!

Mr Happy:) very nerd lah..

We're done..
Dr Happy & Dr Sunshine
(Shit lah, I am so short)

Crowd wasn't bad, as the hospital has restricted the numbers of visitors..
People mistook us again as we're married couple..
Gosh.. I am so shy.. argh.. anyway, people commented him as 'Yan dao' (Handsome)
He sure fly up.. Hahaha..

While I am gonna make my dreams come true..
I wanna be a nurse!! therefore after Accounting I am trying to take Nitec In Nursing..
Although I am gonna spent 2 years in ITE again..
But I will try to appeal if I can get in first..

Support me friends?
Hahaha.. Any comments tag me in Cbox ya?

That's all dude and Babe..
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2009-04-27T18:44:00.005+08:00

Hello :)
I am Back, its been a busy month for me really..
currently I am sick again :(

In April, School starts on 13 April
Was in charge of the ushering event this time, not that bad only working with some kuku's with hearing the wrong news and wearing the wrong attire.. Overall wasn't that bad..

Year 2 this year, good bye to UQ0804G and say hi UQ0804V..
Mama Siti no more teaching us le..
The new teacher.. Don't like her, no patient towards we student..
Well.. well.. New Module ~ Advance Accounting 1, Costing and Tourism and Product Service..
1st day of school, No books but lectures doing the 1st unit.. WTF!!

Overall, I got no words to say...

20th April 2009
Happy 4th Month Anniversary..
Mr Happy came down to CE to meet me and have lunch together..
C1 was pack with new in-take sia..

Nothing much we did...
He send me home and had dinner together.

Time do really flies...
We look forward right Mr Happy?

Been busy with SC stuff, Alvin was away and therefore took over some of his job.
Getting to know more people and even the incoming April in-take guys..

Well... encounter a problem..
I am quiet in SC does not mean I am a sick cat...
Don't treat me like an small rat and step on my head.
Do what you suppose to and ask yourself before you do anything silly..

I at times do hate people who think they are too clever but do things without thinking..

Ignite 6
24 April 2009
April In-take Inter-School Telematch..

Its was a great success event..
Was late on that day but rather they set the timing too early..

School of Business WON!!
This time I didn't fall down..
Duty for the day..
Ushering!
And accompany DP and Principal whenever he go..
I walk with care OKAY?

Mr Happy was sick, having gout (Urine Sour) - that contains too much urine acid..
Mid-night at 3am call the ambulance as he can't get up and even walk...
Stay in the hospital till 6am in the morning with his mum...
quite worry for him actually, hopefully he would be fine soon.

Take care my dear...
You will alright soon...

I will be back again to update ehhh...

2009-04-09T19:56:00.002+08:00

I sometimes really need a PEACE moment...

Have been feeling so moody for the past few weeks.

By the way, I think I am suffering Insomia this 2 weeks..

I can't sleep and I try to relax myself but its useless..

God!! Help me..

This few weeks so many things happen..

I lost a friend, my 7 years friendship just gone in less than an hour.

Many of my friends told me to take initiave to apologise even if isn't my fault.

I don't know also.. But why me?

I been thinking about this problem and how do I settle it.

let natural take it cause ba or what?

I don't know lah..

Recently I been thinking about the 6 months ago problem..

Why will this thing happen?

I think he is just a guy just happen to pass by in my life( I think)

I got no news about him anymore, and I think he is doing very fine now.

But still I wanna thank him for asking me to go SC.

Thanks alot thkc...

Well.. I am now taking and learning events as a I/C.

And guess what my 1st I/C event is on 13 April.

Just ushering those April 09 in-take students..

I am so so looking forward.

2nd event is on 14 and 15 April

HR Congress balalala..

Hahaha.. My resposibility is getting higher..

Well, I will learn from here..

School starting soon, and good luck to myself ba...

Just a random post....

2009-04-09T19:18:00.004+08:00

Well.. I am seriously bored and here's Ms Little Sunshine reporting..

Hahaha.. Just being lame.. Some updates ya?

On 4 April 2009..

Shuqun Secondary School Speech Day 2009.

Reach school at 6am in full-Uniform, I was rather sleepy actually.. Zzzz

Before they fall in, school provide them with breakfast and most of them are in their mood I can say..

1st half of the morning after breakfast was having 2 rounds of parade rehersal and not really that bad ya. Well.. saw CLT's scolding and shouting, all I can say is they deserve it... And break after that comes to the actual parade. Most of the contergent fainted and I am glad I do take note of my girls health eh.. lol

After parade, rush to the school hall to receive award.

After those speech finally the award presentation.

I receive the Outstanding Service Award, not that bad lah huh..

Well.. I still don't know will I continue guiding in Shuqun, since Wendy is now a YA and official Unit Helper in Shuqun. I find myself no point staying anymore. I don't know... Will seriously consider about this matter.

Whole event ends at 1pm. Meet Mr Happy and went up to his place to chat with his mum.

while chatting we were playing with the little hamster - Candy. Very Cute ehh..

At night, his mum ask both of us out for dinner with his da ge and da sao..

at Jurong East one of the restaurant. Oh well.. I am really shy lah and really weird.. ><

There goes my 1 day.. Times Flies...

5th April 2009

(Sunday)

Mum was out of town, and so the little hamster - Candy

was With me that whole week. Plan to return to mum but her trip was delayed.

and so bring Candy back to my place..

And after settle her we then went to...

Boat Clarke...

Welcome :)

Jeffery & Sharon :D

Mr Happy here..

After a week, I then manage to take this picture of her..

2009-03-31T21:04:00.002+08:00

Its Tuesday of the week!

Last day of the month.. 31 March 2009...

Realise that the more I sleep and the more tired I am which I don't know why!!!

Speech Day Rehersal at Shuqun today.

All I can say is not that bad as compare to the previous rehersal,

Good Job ladies:)

Having alittle bad headache today think due to today weather! sad:(

Well.. Chat with Mr Happy last night and he still got scolded by the instructor!

darling, its okay alright? Trust me and yourself you can de!!!

Yup, he bought me the Winnie The Pooh towel wor! and I seriously like that alot.

Thanks my dear.. lol...

I am so so looking forward to chill on the 10 April..

Yi Shen... Contact me! lol I am waiting!!

Well.. I dream of him last night.

But I think he move on as happy as before..

trust me I move on le, because I know you want me too...

Good luck to you ba..

Not to talk on further le..

Life is full of colours, its just depend on how you colour it :D

2009-03-30T19:33:00.002+08:00

At times I really wonder what I want?
But I really don't know :(

Sometimes I want to be alone...
...But I am scare of loneliness...

I am sorry at times I am being harsh
but I have my limit too..

2009-03-30T18:34:00.004+08:00

Well... Its Sunday Outing!

Met up with Xanthe yesterday, went to Cityhall, Window Shopping eh..
Saw the bag that I wanted to get! $59.90.. Oh bag!! when can I get it?
Walking around from Marina Square to Suntec City..

Shop shop, Chit Chat and time really flies..
Decided to walk around and enjoy the night breeze in Singapore..

Here we go :D

Esplanade with Singapore Flyer!

Sharon & Xanthe along the bridge!

At Anderson Bridge near Fullerton hotel!
Nice Loh...

Yeah! At Clarke Quay!
Nice place to Chill out!!!

Meet a crazy woman bang into me and scolded me for nothing..
Compare to her ling longg bangle my watch is more expensive loh..

Anyway pass by Lunar, my mindset is to STEP IN!!
Nvm, will wait till 10th April.. My Lunar!!

We will be back there Soon :)

Well, Its really long I been walking around that nice place!
Fun and enjoyed most!

Anyway, Darling be what you wanna be ba, The choice of life is yours, choose wisely!
no matter what you know I am always there for you!
Cause you know I will be there!

As for my best Qing Fu, Don't be sad alright? learn to be independent!
I will make sure you come out from your house ON SUNDAY to meet us by YOURSELF!
Cheer up babe!!! :)

Anyway thats all peeps :D

2009-03-23T20:14:00.004+08:00

20th March - 23th March...

Pasir Ris Costal Sand Chalet 3D2N

20th March 2009

Happy 3rd Month Anniversary!!

Finally its our 3rd month, Its quite a peaceful month I can say,

But alittle arguement because of my mood swing.

Well, this month alittle special as we celebrate at chalet itself..

Meet him 1pm at citihall but he is late ehh..

check in at 2.30pm, Block A Unit 10..

Settle down everything and we went out to Expo as there is so many fair there..

Somemore mistook us as a married couple.. lol..

My 3rd month present from him..

21st March 2009

Its his 21st Birthday Celebration Yeah?

Well.. after so much of planning and stuff of planning what and how to sabo him.

Cake or Water Bomb?

Hahaha.. Hope he had lots of fun on that day..

Yeeleng, Jinling, WeiCheng and Yi shen stay over, I didn't drink as I know he dislike it.

But I am seriously disappointed when I caught him doing something that He know I will be very disappointed.. but just out of temptation...

I am sorry darling for doing the harsh way or else you will repeat the samething again..

I am doing it because I really want you to stay healthy and doing this simply I care and Love you..

22nd March 2009

Suppose to check out at 10.30pm...

Most of them left at about 8am, sleep for awhile and start packing

Took cab back to his house and seeing him putting and unpack his present and I doze off sia..

lol... While 3D2N just pass and hopefully he really enjoy eh..

Love you lots darling!

I am having camp again on 24th March to 27March.

Which means I can't celebrate his actual birthday with him le..

Anyway Happy 21st Birthday My dear!!

2009-03-23T19:53:00.004+08:00

Its My 1st post for the month of March 2009..

Exams are over and lots of activities coming up..

Northlight Guides Annual Camp on 13 March - 15 March 2009..

My aim as a Young Adult / Unit Helper is to make guiding fun and learn in guiding.

Its my 1st time conducting camp till I gave up on them.

Seriously they are not stupid but they are just lazy and the attitude they have.

I don't Know what to do and I have endure for 3 years and I am giving up and I am stepping down soon...

16th March - 19th March

Meet up with cliques at bugis to shop around for his present.

But really don't know what I shall get for him and think will just do something for him ba..

Order a Couple Tee - Mr Happy & Ms Little Sunshine:D

Plan to fried rice for him as his mum said I shall learn to grab his Stomach first than his heart..

lol... Plan, find, cut, print and paste pictures..

(Finally Its done:D)

I did a trial test for the fried rice but seriously I find it okay loh..

2009-02-25T18:26:00.003+08:00

Hello..

I am back to blogging!

20 February 2009

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary...

Well.. Although its a sad day for me

but still its our second month..

Hopefully next month would be a better one ehh..

2009-02-18T15:01:00.003+08:00

I am bored I am so tired and I am very stress..

My brain is bursting soon...

I am really stress

I AM TIRED!!!

School, Student Council and Guides..

2009-02-15T17:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all Babes and Dudes..
Happy 71th Birthday to my Beloved Grandmother..

Hai.. I didn't really celebrate Valentine's Day ehh..
So sad huh? Simply he was working on that day..
The day I waited was being spoil just like this... Well.. Its not his fault anyway.

Yup... I wake up at 11am and Shower, had breakfast and my programme is watch.
They Kiss again 2. So envy the Xiangqin. Lol :)

Suppose to meet Wendy and Chocolate at Guides House.
But I am really lazy and Sad at that moment.
And so I continue to watch all the way till 5pm and went to Tpy central to buy for Grandmother B'dae cake and I bought her a banquet of rose..

Its my 1st time buying flower wor!! Amazing!!
Reach home at 6pm saw my parents and they were chit chatting and my dad brings his work stuff home. We start chatting..

About 7pm Sour(Yishen),Chocolate(Zhilei) came to celebrate with her..
Finally see her smiling! Had dinner and cut cake and my parents went off at 9pm.
10.30pm my Strawberry(Jeffery) reach my house and we exchange our Gifts.
Thanks Dear!! Muacks..

Went to Boat Clarky, Cyclone the pub to drink.
My first time drinking The Black Label.. I prefer others than this..

Reach home at 4am with Strawberry (Jeffery) and there goes into our la la land!!
Thats how I spent my Valentine's Day!

2009-02-09T20:52:00.003+08:00

Yup.. Back to Blogging now..
Busy with School work, Student Council and Girl Guides Camp Planning!!

Yes!! I am seriously going crazy of School Work...
- IAC CA2
- BFS Re - Presentation
- BCM ( I don't know anything about this module)

Have been really very slack for this term...
After that breakdown I stand up again but its too late!

Finish Chinese New Year le..
A brand new 2009 for me achive my goal in life..
Valentine Day soon.. But its Grandmother 70th Birthday and We celebrating for her..

But 13th Feb going to Lunar! I need a place for me to chill~

So hopefully Sour, Chilli Padi, Strawberry and Chocolate going!!
Hai.. Got lots of Pictures to be uploaded..
Will upload when I am free ba...

Anyway thanks dear for cheering me up this few days..

I am so sad and down..

2009-01-26T23:38:00.004+08:00

Its our 1st month anniversary on 20th January 2009

Nothing much and he did something for me.
Its nice anyway. With his big finger he did something small and cute..

Did my nails on that day. Thanks darling for accompany yeah!
Had Dinner quite late at 8.30pm at Billy Bombers..
Well.. Its a short time but its really our quality time together ya?

Meet his mum on that week also..
Very Shy eh..
Hahaha.. Its a good time chatting with his mum
about his childhood time..
Thats all ya..

Will update after CNY..
Enjoy friends =)

2009-01-26T23:14:00.002+08:00

Yo!! Its Been almost 1 month 1 week since I update my blog..
Have been really busy with school stuff..

Well... Countdown 09 went to Punggol Country Club
with Secondary School Friends and with Yi Shen(Sour) and Jeffery(Strawberry)

Quite lazy to upload those pictures but all are in Facebook le..
anyway hope this year would be a great year ahead yup..
Went to Lunar to countdown and with Sour Friends..

Got a few Funny names to address my close and best of the best close ones..

Yi Shen - Sour
Zhilei - Chocolate
Yan Yan - Chilli Padi
Jeffery - Strawberry..

Well.. Anyway Happy Chinese New Year eh..

2008-12-15T16:32:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mum and Yoke Yee...

Its my 1st day of hoilday..
Nothing to do and I am still in my moody mood...

Think and after glance through his ex pictures that she uploaded in Facebook..
Think he found his happiness... and I shall move on in my life.

Everything has over and its been 2months ago already..
I admit I am a failure.. See those sweet pictures of the 2 of them what I say is I gave up of him.

Alright I am moving on..
well.. Ycamp has over wonder how's the camp like..
I am going think next year.. Hahaha..
YEP and Ycamp.. I am very self fish ehhh.... Yup....

When school start I will be a good student! go to school on time and won't be late compare to the last term.. Jia You Sharon!! hahaha...

Finally finally I am still counting down for Eugene to come back from Hong Kong..
While I meet my family yesterday and they said they wanted me to study university and maybe going overboard to study in 5 years time.. oh my.. I will miss my friend like hell...

2008-12-15T15:42:00.004+08:00

Yup.. Updates for 11 Dec and 12Dec...

11 Dec (Thursday)

Finally After so long I am able to meet my secondary school mates..
Omg.. I miss them alot.. After so long and we finally meet up..
Meet them at Vivo to have dinner. Well.. they went to Sentosa in the morning
and so sad lah.. I still got school.. Hahaha.. Well..

After Dinner took bus 97 to esplanade library to see newspaper..
The artical was about a Couple doing 'dirty dance' at woodland carpark..
Hahaha.. The guys start discussing and each of them tried to explain it.
Well.. In the end, they give up explaining and ask me to cut it short to explain to them..

After awhile since we hasn't been meeting up each other and so we update our lovelife and those happening things around each of us..
We start to laugh very loud and we change venue to the rooftop..
took pictures and start to talk and chat about relationship..
Well.. They are quite shock about my ex age.. got no comments about that.
As I got school tomorrow we headed home at 9.30pm..
Before that went to Marina Square Mac to have ice-cream..

Dec 12 ( Friday)

Skip IAC for almost for 4 days..
Reach Tampines at 9.30am and with for Yeeleng and Jinling but Chuyin also appear,
That kuku Alex didn't appear for roleplay.. Argh.. So angry with him..
Had $2 mac meal and start rehearsal our roleplay and divide Alex role to each of us..
Took bus 31 to school at 10.45am. reach school and happen to saw Mdm siti our IAC teacher and she nag at us for not appearing for IAC, and yup she hand us 4 worksheet for holiday homework.. Hai.. Went for roleplay and we got C grade for that.. well.. I don't know what to say for that. My Oral Presentation if didn't hear wrongly I got A for that.. Haha.. Holiday alrdy..
After school went to take bus to Tampines and took train with Yeeleng to Bugis.

I meet Zhilei and Yeeleng meet her friend..
While went shopping and nothing much at bugis and so we took train to Citihall and there goes our shopping time.. Didn't shop alot but just buy my eyeliner and 2 long sleeve shirt.
After that went home rest..

Meet Yi shen and together with Zhilei at Central at 11pm... Went to Lunar
and I am enjoying my nightlife together with my Sour and Chocolate Friend..
I am going again this month.. Still got half vodka left.. Anybody to join me? hahaha..

2008-12-10T14:43:00.005+08:00

I am feeling so moody today...

In school now and slacking! Goodness me..

I am seriously so bored and LIFE IS UNFAIR..

Seriously whats wrong with me this past 2months..

Moody, crying for no reason..

Holidays in 2 days time..

Holiday for me to rest or emo?

What mum said is really correct in love life..

Its yours and its yours..

If Its not yours then no point forcing it..

I really don't want to step into relationship anyway..

Its not fair!! Damn...

Eugene is coming back is 6 more days..

Waiting for the outing again..

Lots and fun and jokes..

Hope you doing well there Eugene....

I'll remember you!!

2008-12-09T17:59:00.002+08:00

What am I thinking till today?

Shit man... I am slowly forgetting him in my life he ever appear in my life before..

I am confuse and really confuse..

I am tired and really tired...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okI miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do...

I really miss you ~

By the way I happen to scare to sleep this few days..
I am scare that if I happen to sleep and I just go to another world.
What will happen if this thing really happen in my life..
Gosh... I will sure miss all my friends and family.. Really..

我会好好过等你再爱我
总有个角落会让你想起我
我会好好过等你再爱我
向右或向左都有我站在这里守候

你留下很多够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重纵使爱太弱
我会好好过等你回头会看到的一定是我

I Just wanna be who I am before... Missing every moment with you!!

2008-12-09T15:45:00.003+08:00

Hey... Here to update my blog again..
Well.. I am seriously having my holiday mood again..

Blog Post From Dec 4 - Dec 9

Dec 4 ( Thursday)
Happy Birthday to Celeste!!
We Bought her a Big Bear..
Don't have the photos of the bear..

But Still that really cheer her up..

Dec 5 ( Friday)
Lesson end at usual time 12nn..
Went back home and rest was really tired..
Wake up at 5pm and get change to meet Yi Shen for Dinner..
Back think twice its been quite long we meet our together and chat with Zhilei
And so we dig her out, Haha.. had dinner at Bugis Wanton Noodle (don't know why sour friend likes that store so much) Then headed to Shaw Tower Starbucks to have coffee session..
Yup.. Planning for Christmas Outing..

Dec 6 (Saturday)

I have lots of event to turn up in the morning.
But ya I sleep all the way till 1pm and ya..
Plans for the day was turn upside down..

It's Young Adult Day and I didn't turn up.. shit..
HCA Hospice Care Apperciation Day... Same... Shit..
Wake up and went to Toa payoh Central to have lunch,
Rush back home change and took train to citihall to meet Yee Leng and the rest..
While Waiting for Bus at Inter Saw Chong and the rest..

Really very long since I last saw him..

He Serving NS soon.. Gd Luck Bro...

We are celebrating Raniel's 17th Birthday..
Went to New York, New York at Citihall..
Yup, actually craving for that quite long.. hahaha..
Guess who I saw..
Hahaa.. Of course not him but Caiyun, Joe and the rest but Meihong is not there...
And yup I am running 2 place to celebrate my 2 birthday boy and girl..

Took pictures but still not with me yet..
then went to take neo-print..
Hahaha..

Happy 17th Birthday Raniel (Didi)

Neo - Prints...

Family Pictures (: hahaha..

Dec 7 ( Sunday)
Happy 17th Birthday Raniel

Its Sunday today.. I am super super bored..
Wake up at 12nn and I have been sneezing the whole day..
Today Sour Friend running for the Standard Charted Maraton..
Jia You ehhh..

At 3pm went to look for my mum at Jurong and Hate it went my dad showing black face..
Ask my mum to tie my hair and she ask me to eat the Flu Pills.. Eeee..

Working today.. Quite tired today..
Lead the 1st dish.. Gosh.. The plates are really heavy...
Well.. Took 105 home.. While on the way back chat with Sour Friend..
He sound so tired and ask him to turn in early.
Sneezing all the way and stupid flu...

Reach home shower and off to bed..

Dec 8 (Monday)
Hari Raya Haji

Happy 18th Birthday Joe
Its Public Holiday Today..
And Yup I am very very Sick...

Wake up at 11am and shower after that going to Changi Airport...
But was rather weak and slight fever..

But Eugene is going Hong Kong Today and I really wanted to send him off.
So dig Sour Friend out since he is staying at Bedok to accompany me to send Eugene off.

Chat Chat with him and He is going for 8days to Hong Kong..
Gonna Miss Him actually.. Miss the laughs we had..

Well... He will be back on 16th Dec and Yup..
Gathering again.. Our papa is back.. waiting and waiting..

After Sending Eugene off and went up to viewing mall to sit and wait for his plane to fly off ( SQ868). Raniel don't be sad alright? He will be back soon...

Took bus 34 to Tampines to meet Celeste and go back Toa Payoh together

After meeting Celeste and took bus 28 back to Toa Payoh..

Went to Fork and Spoon and had dinner..

I am only craving for Chicken Cutlet Ban Mian.

And so I order that..

Had Dinner after that Sour Friend went off to meet his friend

and Meet Terry and Zhilei..

Hai.. its been almost 9months I left MLM.

The time we suffer and looking forward to success but I fails at times..

I don't know also..

Terry mention reason he approach us back because he want us to be success..

We will go think about it..

Dec 9(Tuesday)

Happy Birthday Dad...

I can't get up this morning to school..

Feeling very giddy and still having slight fever..

As I mention to sour friend before I will never surrender no matter how sick I am.

and so I sleep longer and wake up at 12nn, still feeling quite bad and force myself up to shower and took bus 157 to Jurong House..

Celebrating My dad Birthday.. More to update.....

2008-12-03T19:58:00.002+08:00

After so much of thoughts and stuff..
I admit I am really a big freako minded..

I heard about his grandma pass away and he cried.
When I heard that I seriously wanted to call him and comfort him.
But think twice I am nothing to him and or maybe not even a friend at all.

I envy her... really envy her alot.
Jealous of her that at least she still get to see him.
Everything ends without a explaination and haii.. Why do I have to suffer this kind of thing again?
I told myself its time to get over it and let bygone be bygone..
no point turning back and making myself keep thinking how is he and is he doing well today?

He can be heartless letting it off so easier why not you?

I thank god for letting me to be with him for a short period and hate myself of being foolish..
take care and best wishes to you.

By the way, I seriously thank Yi Shen, Zhilei and Yee Leng for being with me all these while.
Thanks people I am fine today and I promise to get over it really soon..

2008-12-03T16:36:00.005+08:00

Random Pictures For Nov2008

Clubbing on 7 Nov at Puture..

Blood Donation on 13Nov in School...

Yeah.. I am Strong.. Next donation. In 2009... Hahaha..

Outings...

Marina Baggage

With Eugene (papa).Yeeleng(mama), Raniel(titi) And Me(Nu Er)

Northlight Apperciation Night

NLS Guides: Helen

NLS Guides CDM: Fara

(From Left: YA Tracy.YA Sharon,SCL Leo,SCL Jasper)

Outing to Little India.. Travel quite a number of place. But Pictures at Little India havin India Nasi Brani. Yummy!

Thats all for the pictures eh.. Hahaha.. Finally updated my blog..

2008-12-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

05 Nov 2008
ITE College East Student Councilor Investitute

Jared - 5th Deputy President

Jeffery 4th Deputy President

Hello Yee Leng

Hello Celeste

Hello Serene

Hello Desmond

Shane - The emcee

Yeah.. MBF, Cel And Yee leng

Hello Ina

Hello Yi shen

Hello Jeffery

2008-12-03T15:18:00.002+08:00

Updated all those pictures...
Still left with my 18th Birthday Pictures, Think will update when I online again...

Well... In SC I am being the Well – Being Secretary.
Its been so long I touch those admin stuff. Well... There is still more things that I have to start learning. Politics happen everywhere. And I would rather just focus on just what I am doing.
After Investitute what I can say is everybody is gonna MIA.
Stay away from Politics.

I did my 1st blood donation on 13Nov in school.

At first I was quite nervous.... But overall I made it! Yeah.. Its isn’t painful and while waiting for doctor screening, Saw Jeffery and so because of accompanying him I move all the way back. While chatting I than know that he has finish his NS and in Jurong camp and so He know my dad.. hahaha... What a small world ah ha...

Anyway I saw his ex, I admit I envy her.
I envy her because She at least in the past she still got a chance to be in the same school with her. But still he is not mine anymore. So be it ba..

After donation was rather quite weak and till now feeling a little giddy.
Everything shall be fine ya?

School work is driving me really crazy, Presentation, Role Play Scripts and Accounting!!
My attendance for this term is rather bad, late for lesson in the morning and its IAC, I just can’t get myself up!

Ever since after the breakdown and after my recovering period, I have think about it.
There is so many trees waiting for me but I rather focus on my own stuff and stay away of such thing. Chocolate friend said that I haven’t been myself for sometime and I shall find back myself now.

I went clubbing on 7th Nov with quite a number of friends.
Heard being Hong by a nude guy. Hahaha.. That’s really funny ehh...

That’s all for the post... Enjoy the pictures...

God and fate let meet you and lost you in just few good memories. I do still miss you.
At the start I have make a wrong move. Till today I realise that I would rather choose to be friends rather being together. If being friends things won’t go that bad till today. Its my fault...

2008-11-04T15:33:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!! I AM STRESS, I AM CONFUSE!

IAC is driving me crazy!!
BCM presentation!!
BFS presentation... Fcuk lah!!

I am so tired and what shall I do to find back myself..
anyway I have decide already not to go Ycamp since its full and If YEP I still get to go I am going already..

SC's are so far still okay, next rehersal Wednesday 5 nov, lets see whats the next happening things gonna happen. investitute on 6nov.. I am sure it gonna be very pack and rush..

Chalet was still not that bad, Vodka plus Green Tea, new taste 4 cup and I am gone..
Was drunk again last night.. Quite alot of things happen. Shall Update more once I am free and this chalet had make me to understand people more, Actions more than words dudes & babes.

I realise that I got quite alot of pictures to be uploaded, But I am lazy lah..
Wait till after everything I shall update! Cheerios!!

Sharon heart has dead for him, I still stands for my pride! I endure the pain!

2008-10-31T13:32:00.002+08:00

30 Oct 2008
Night time... Programme for that day...

Before start talking the programme during the evening time.
Thanks my fellow friends for wishing me and those touching msg...

Well... SC event ends at 6pm plus, and rehersal was damn CMI! cannot make it lah!
Keep changing position and those late comes and really late..
I almost losing my temper.... Argh!
During rehersal I ask myself alot of question, why those active members can't be promote and those non-active members promote? well.. its not up to our control, and I just do my part will do.

Well being Chairman - Alvin, Exco's I don't know who are those 2 also.
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After SC rush to Tanah Merah to take train to Dhoby Ghaut to YMCA for Yproms briefing..
Well.. While walking there saw Hisyam and JJ, they wish me also wor.. Hahaha..

Meet Zhilei at Dhoby Ghaut and we walk to Ymca together..
We are early and so we chat awhile.
At 7.30pm we than report to the briefing venue..
To my suprise, guess who I saw?
Oh my, I don't know how shall I react, shall I walk over to say 'hi'?
Goodness.. Guess a normal gesture will do with a smile...

After briefing without turning back I just walk out and breath out...
Wosh... Had dinner at Plaza Singapura.
Yup my birthday dinner, MacNugget Student Meal Upsize.

Zhilei bought me a small cake and that's sweet of her lah.. hahaha
Dig my sour friend out from his house and celebrate together.
Thanks sour friend.. We walk and Joke and although its not a big celebration
and its just like a normal day but still thanks my clicks and Kakis bought me those joys and fun...

Off to chalet soon..
Will he be coming? don't dare to think it further on..
Will update again after the chalet and those pictures took long ago...
See you guys on 1st nov ya!

Happy 18th Birthday Chocolate Friend - Zhilei

2008-10-30T11:31:00.003+08:00

30 Oct 2008 - Thursday

Happy 18th Birthday to Myself...

Not much happening things today..
Well.. I am pack with programmes today...

Morning - School
Afternoon- Sc Investiture Rehersal till 6pm
Night - Yprom briefing till 9.30pm

Thats how I spent my 18th birthday today...
Tomorrow chalet already, Why I wasn't looking forward ner?

CONGRATE LADIES!!

Congrate Samantha for being promoted to House Committee Exco...

Congrate Yen for being promoted to Deputy Treasure...

Anyway, thanks people for the wishes! Thanks..
An advance Happy 18th Birthday to my Chocolate Friend! Hahaha.. =D

2008-10-25T17:02:00.002+08:00

Hey hey..

I think I am better already compare to 3weeks ago...
I numb myself with work and find stuff to entertain myself..

Been very emo this few days... I try to cheer up myself..
Busy with SC, busy with catching up with school work....

Thanks friends for being with me all this while...

Zhilei - Chocolate Friend
Yi Shen - Sour Friend
Yee leng
Celeste
Jin Ling
Serene
Yen

Thanks for cheering me up..
Thanks Yi Shen, Zhilei and Serene for accompany me those nights.
Chalet coming already, Shall I be looking for it?
Were my wish come true?

2008-10-24T02:33:00.003+08:00

SHARON IS TIRED!!!

My mood swings very fast... I miss him alot!
Really swing and tears start to drop!

My HP is inside the hospital loh,
Recently been very busy with school.

Got once a teacher apporoach me ask to be an Exco for Project Commitee or swop to Project Com as a member. Shall I?

YMCA Camp Challenge Dec'08 and YEP Vietnam trip on 14 Dec - 21 Dec 08.
Which one shall I go? Leave a suggetion for me anymore?

THKC I miss you..

2008-10-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

As I said I will be back to blogging once I got the time.. and here its goes..

Was Involve in the World skill Event on Thursday 16 Oct 08.
Its the opening session.. Those helping out the event will told to wear Full dress as in with Blazer and Tie. Think twice its was my 1st event in College East and I was a little nervous.

So wear blazer need to wear court shoes and with heels de lah.. Ever since I sprain my ankle I haven't really touch heels.. God is like damn pain loh.. Hai.. Doing Usher and stand quite long..

After the ceremony had buffer at the Atrium with other Sc's I wasn't hungry but leg pain and I am tired.. After de-brief, was thinking of going home. Ian & Jeffery ask me to sit down at activity room and have a Chat with them. Talk talk till 8pm... Get change and walk to Simei with Jeffery..
Anyway its my first time having a chat with him, He did mention about him, I just kept quiet.

Will update the Pictures soon =D

2008-10-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

School start already...

School start already... IAC, BCM & BFS modules for Oct'08 - Mar'09..
this whole month will be very involve in SC..

Investitute, Worldskills event...

So people popping by here.. there will be lag for me to update my blog..
But will try to update when I am free!

Don't ask me where is he...
because I don't know where is he now!

2008-10-14T23:10:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating blog ya..

Here is the short post from 6th Oct to 12th Oct...
I have not been sleeping for more than 15hours for the 1 week.

Reason is because I went out late at night and I return home the next morning, sleep and wake up shower and out from house again..
The long waited day on the 10th Oct suppose to be a happy day..
but turns out to be a sad day..

Went out with Zhilei and Yi shen have dinner at Vivo. We meet quite late...
And so we got no programme and decide to go chiong...

After we called Xy and Jue yu out to join us wor... We then meet Yishen friend..
We than go Qbar to drink and relax... We this time didn't drink beer but we drink Chivas...
Hahaha.. Was really high!! hahaha..

1 bottle of Chivas was finish by us and we headed to Lunar to continue to enjoy..
I am really high~ man..

Enjoy ourself till 5am and we sit down and chat till 6.30am...
Thanks Yishen for comforting me the past 1 week..
Reach home at 7am and sleep..

11 Oct ( sat)

Suppose to meet Yun to celebrate her birthday.. but I am alittle tired and not feeling well..
Meet mum and ah chin aka uncle yang..
He said he want to go chiong and ask me along.. Althought I am tired but I still go...
Ask Zhilei to go with me and ask Yishen to come after his wedding dinner...

At 3am left the Pub and took cab to Lau Pa Sat to have something.

but nothing left there.. and so.. we walk to Marina Square and had supper at there...
We crap and chat, joke till 6am...
took cab home and rest...

Thats all for the last week of holiday that I can enjoy..
I am sad, really sad and I really miss you!!

2008-10-07T15:17:00.004+08:00

05 October 2008 ( Sunday)

After packing those rubbish at Suntec Kiosk and today there is still more to pack and all is like so heavy loh..

There wasn't much crowd on that day and we were all relaxing because Its our last day and we were all jobless. Hahaha..

But about 3.30pm there was a complain call regarding about the Singapore Flyer ticket.
Well.. Don't bother to talk about it. Because its suppose to be the customer fault.

At 7pm... Jecky, Jasmine Thong and Xiao ma went to buy food for all of us.
But stomach wasn't feeling that well also. But I dare not to say anything.. And continue packing and tape those boxes...

After that I told them that I feel like eating dumpling and that bought for me. Had that and continue to pack... And since there is no crowd we decide to switch off all the lights and do a final check for those boxes. Total there is 40boxes. At 8pm the Technical Assistant came to unplug those wires and phones. Collect those printed and laptops. And I am there only one tapping the boxes. All are busy talking.. Hmm

Leave Suntec at 8.45pm and My mum call to see am I reaching home.
Took cab back with Jennifer and reach home my house are packed and after 'war' Hahaha..

Adults are busy chatting and playing card game 'pair' wanted to join in but forgot how to play already. And so was chit chatting with my aunt..
Kids are Busy jumping around the house!
Nothing much today..
Today feeling... I miss him...

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06 October 08 (Monday)

(Unstable feeling)

Wake up at 11am and thought that I was working today, but forgot CBT Suntec has been tear down. Lol!

Mum came down to Toa Payoh to pay bills for Grandmother.

Accompany her to walk and told her my problems. I will be strong~

Yee Leng msg and meeting her 4pm at citihall..

Its gonna rain soon..

Get back home to change and prepared to go out.

This part gonna be a shock part..

I receive a msg from him and I was so content.

But inside the msg How much I wish this kind won't happen to me again.

I called Zhilei I told her, my mind was really blur and I don't know what shall I do or reply.

I am scare and I am shock..

I try to cool down and told her about it.

I try to win back the war but I admit I am a failure.

Its my fault of not showing understanding.

Its my fault to be a dumb again.

I am back to 7months ago feeling.. I thought everthing will be fine...

But I am wrong...

Since he choose that path then there is nothing else I could say and do.

But to accept the fact.

I meet Yee leng at Citihall the moment I saw her I hug her and my tears drop down

I tried to control, But its really a shocking news for me.

Thanks Zhilei - Chocolate Friend

Thanks Yee Leng

Thanks Yen

Thanks Serene

Thanks Yi Shen - Sour Friend

Thanks Mum - Beloved mumy

I promise to be strong and back to my old self soon

and give me some time to settle down my emotional feeling.

I hope by the time I am better and nothing would happen.

I drag my 2 friend to accompany me till 3am at town and one of them are working somemore.

Before that had my 'meals' at Ah chew dessert. Japanese Sweet Potatoe got ginger smell~ehhh...

I am back home with Zhilei and we chat again till 5am, headed to Mac and had out breakfast.

Bought breakfast for grandparents and shower after that went to take some sleep.

Do Miracles happen in life?

Will it happen on me?

Oh my... what shall I do?

I am lost...

I am confuse..

I am lost..

I really miss you!

270608 ~ 061008

2008-10-05T11:21:00.003+08:00

3rd October – Friday

I am being wake by at 8am by Desmond and Yi Shen at 9am... Well...
Don’t talk about it liao... Quite unlucky today...

Meet Zhilei at 1pm at Toa Payoh Interchange to go for guides meeting and at first we heard that they are painting the room and so we wear YA polo-tee and short there..

Reach NLS quite early and we were so excited to paint the room...
In the end...

One of the girls said... ‘YA, YA today got no CCA, NCDCC and Guides meeting cancel’
We were like... ‘Huh? Why we wasn’t informed?’
And we decide to call Ms Tan & Ms Lee

Ms Lee told Zhi Lei...

ZL: Hello Ms Lee, is there guides meeting today?
Ms Lee: oh... we forget to inform you its cancel due to there is VIP coming to sch..
ZL: oh okay... Thanks, bye...

Win already lah... So I called XY told him to meet early..
While waiting for him, took bus 10 and we don’t even know where to alight...

And so we took till Vivo and walk awhile... at 3.30pm took train to Bugis and I am late meeting him... As usual lah... ehhh...

When shopping and walk around with him from Bugis Junction to Bugis Street...
Didn't really chat alot and since he is hungry we headed to food court to have our lunch&dinner..
Had pepper lunch.. Yummy! after that when back to Junction to shop and he bought 2 shirt and mean while saw Sien Quan and other ex-shuqun! all are my seniors ah! hahaha..

Thought of going to Starbucks and have a drink but no place to sit.
And so since he request to go Queentown with him and so I go loh, Since got no programme...
When there to shop around and he got no idea what to buy.

He wanted to send me home and I rejected him. Thanks dude..
While walking to Bus stop, He mention about the past and I told him that Since its all past no point mention about it. His bus came and therefore I am so happy.. Don't need to be stress anymore.

Reach home at 9pm. And Sit down and watch tv.
at 9.30am...

Msg from Yi shen, Wanna go have dessert at Bugis...
I am okay with it and drag drag till 10pm...
Quickly shower and get out of house at 10.30pm...
Very seldom go out from house that late ah!!

Some problems today.. and I don't wish to mention anyway..
Reach Raffles at 10.45pm and saw Zhilei at control station...
Wait for Yi Shen and our dessert at Lau Pa Sat again..
Order 1 black black carrot cake and 10sticks of chicken satay.

After that order Fruits also... See healthy lifestyle for today man!
We talk and chat, joke and crap around.
After that we walk to Melion park and took out our Ipod and MP3
to share what kind of songs we have...

Yi Shen - Damn god, Techno song damn rock sia..

Me and Zhilei took his Ipod and he become our Dj to entertain us.
After that we walk to Marina Square Mac and have a Drink.

Here comes my Flu is back....
Reach home at 5am and took a nap...

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4th October ( Saturday)

I am soon gonna be late!
I miss my bed sia!

Wake up and wash up, sit at the living room and see my grandparents arguement topic.
Hai.. Every morning sure will quarrel.

Grandmother complain that she is not feeling very well.
Feeling very giddy and can't breath. And so bring her to see doctor.
Hai.. She really need to take care of herself and we have to take a close look at her already.
Be strong Grandmother!

Actually seeing her like that I also heart pain...
Anyway She have been asking Where is Choon Siang, Where Is Tom and Where is XY
How is Yan Yan and stuff.
I don't know what I can say other than saying they are busy..

Back to work at 11.30am
And saw my collegue packing stuff and heard they say Chan Brother Suntec Kiosk last day is on 5th Oct.. Oh my!! We start packing and wrapping stuff, label and move things.
Throw rubbish and notice that they is lots and lots have rubbish...

I seriously gonna miss Chan Brother Suntec all my mummy's and collegue lots.
The time we start to slack and run all the way down to get food to entertain us when we are bored.

Reach home at 9.15pm as My 'sister' Jecky send me back home...
Slack at home and there goes one day gone..

Pictures of rubbish at CBT suntec..

Cleaning...

Packing..

All the rubbish...

And there is still more to clean up on sunday..

So people I am no more working at Suntec already.

Currently jobless and I am thinking of doing Vounteering Job....

That's all for the day Babes and Dudes...

2008-10-05T11:03:00.003+08:00

Hey!! Its time for some updates now!

2nd October (Thursday Night)

As usual end work at 8pm and rush down to Marina Square to meet Zhi Lei, Yi Shen and Eric...
While walking there half way my left injure leg start to pain again.. So I slow my speed and Its painful lah..
Meet them at Marina Square Mac, We meet up at start talking crap....
Had our dinner there and seems that all of us are really hungry and while eating we start planning where shall we go... Enjoy? Where?
And so there plan to go pub again... I have been drinking. Not healthy ah...
Instead of taking train we walk to Clarke Quay and went back to the last week pub. Its pack today!
Zhi Lei can’t drink and so we enjoy ourself... Then we start planning whats our programme on the 10th?
And so we talk crap, play cards... Haha I got win. If not wrong 2 or 3 rounds...Yeah!!
After playing cards we see people singing and so we start to sing also... OH MY GOD those retro songs.... I miss the time singing with my mum.

Not long receive a call alert and its XY. He called me to ask how was my result.
He got 4 pointed and he nags at me.. Whatever...
XY: Hey... Where are you?
Me: I at Clarke Quay, Why?
XY: Huh? At pub?? Go to a quiet place..
Me: Oh.. Ya.. What is it about?
XY: How was your result?
Me: Hai.. 2.3...
XY: Huh? How come? Please go study lah.. don’t play lah...
Me: Oh okay...
XY: By the way, I am going shopping tomorrow. Wanna join me?
Me: eh.. can ah but what time? Cause I got guides meeting till 5.30pm
XY: Like that ah, I meet you for dinner? You treat...
Me: Tomorrow than say ba...
XY: Kaes.. contact you again..

Today go off quite early as Yi Shen got work tomorrow... Eric and me took cab together and Zhi Lei alittle emotional today.. Yi Shen send her back.. Imagine!! Clarke Quay to Jurong and Back to Bedok... Hai..
Reach home at 3.30am, had a bath and there goes into my la la land...

Pictures took on that day =D

Shots Taken by Yi Shen

Zhilei//Eric//Yi Shen

2008-10-02T12:35:00.004+08:00

I got my result liao..

Serene called me and remind me to see my result..
When I log in to ITE.. My heart was like.. Jumping loh.. Very scare ah..
When I see my result....
I am really very disappointed sia.. What I have done for the past 6months...
I always got hope for my OFA but I got a C.
AFD I got a B.. Got improve..
BFD always got D but I got a C also..

Overall GPA is 2.3...
Fuck lah..

Hai.. No more working on weekdays, no more playing liao for next semester..
I gonna work very hard for the coming module.. I am consider luck enough I don't need to re-take the module.

I blame myself for not putting more time on studies and been working that few weeks before exam... Hai.. Disappointed!!

School holiday ending soon and just gonna play this 1 week and end my holiday mood soon...
How much how much I wish he could be there..

I am meeting Yishen and Zhilei for dinner..
He won't be joining us.. reason got meeting and busy.. Hai..
forget about it ba..

I always face disappointment with him...
This year my birthday fall on thursday..
I really hope he could spent with me on my birthday..Forget it!!
On my birthday that day good enough I got event to accompany me on my birthday...(sign)

2008-10-01T14:55:00.003+08:00

2nd Post of the day..

Receive Yi shen msg just now and I was like HUH? Blur...
Don't think will talk much about here..

Its takes lots of courage to talk to someone that you don't know.
Its takes lots of courage to contact a person that you wish understand a person.
When you know its gonna fail this time, you try to SMILE and carry on.
When you manage to take a picture with someone you are smiling and happy about while another party thinks its just nothing..

I got not much to say but of course I feel bad.
Friends are better than being together.

Relationship is like that.. Too tight no freedom, too loose you are going to lose it anytime.

* I have make a plan for myself.
* I don't want to force anything now but to let everything take its nature course.
* No point for me to think so much and yet nothing is improving.
* I have d0ne my part and Its time for me to plan my own time and staying in my own world...

I have learn alot anyway after the camp more on myself today..

~ I speak out loud at times.
~ I am daring enough to try things
~ I always have my own back up plans.
~ I am prepared to face failure.
~ I am friendly =D
~ I am outgoing
~ Can be very demanding and reasonable at times.
~ I am straightforward

Shall be thats all I can think of myself..
abit thick-skin lah ehh.. Hahaha..

I really miss the time with not much thing to think about..
I am curently damn broke again..
I need money, money....

2008-10-01T11:55:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya To all the Muslim People

Happy Children's Day To all..

Its Public Holiday today.. And I am working today.
Well.. Today suppose to start work at 10.30am because its Public Holiday,
Realise only when I reach and my collegue told me.. Opps.. I reach at 11am..

I found something weird...
At 4am I receive a call from my grandmother but I didn't pick up as I was sleeping.
When I wake up at 8.30am I saw the miss call and ask my grandmother she said she didn't call me. She was sleeping!
I check my miss call list again and check the time its correct and its my grandmother number loh.. Than who call me using her number? cannot be my granfather as he was deaf lah..
Very scary!!! OMG~

Today one of my relative pass away. Its was my grandfather aunt pass away.
I am going down to the wake later after work.
Hmm~ After receiving the miss call, hopefully won't happen later at night.

Oh my goodness lah.. I seriously very scare loh..
My collegue told me maybe the relative that pass away wanted to call me to inform me she pass away. Please lah.. I am seriously very scare..

2008-09-30T17:31:00.002+08:00

Today I am damn bored at work today.
I shall have took my off today.

Mum came down to Toa Payoh to look for my grandmother and she wanted to meet me.
But I am working... Heard they getting my present today.. hahaha..
Even my family are stress to get my 18th birthday present.

I am very very bored today lah..
I am very free today and after work I am going back home to have my beauty sleep..

Btw.. out of sudden I am waiting for the day I meeting him..
Hahaha.. My Winnie the Pooh.. Gonna hug him real tight..
Lol..

Will update more tomorrow ba..
Great day ahead people.. ;P

2008-09-30T13:44:00.005+08:00

After work on 28Sept (Sunday)

I end work today at 5pm sharp..
Its all because of F1 and there is no crowd at all.. Its so damn quiet and sian loh..
so xiao ma let us off early..

Meet Zhilei at Suntec and we walk to Bugis to do some shopping.
Bought for myself 1 shorts and 1 shirt.. Both are white in colour.
I saw sunflower again and I am so happy lah.. Hahaha.. Its brighter up my day..

We went bugis street and its god damn lots of people.
Zhilei got herself 1 blouse ( I think so)
So fun and its really so long since I got something for myself.
Keke.. anyway shop till half way.
My mind start thinking of my winnie the pooh.. I miss him that badly lah..

Had dinner at Bugis. Duck rice and Serene call me.
Ask weather wanna meet her, Eugene and Raniel to see F1 anot.
And heard the guys are really crazy. Lol!

After dinner walk back to Marina Square and meet them at Sakae Sushi.
Saw Roy also.. He is working.. lol..
After seeing them finishing their dinner.
Walk to the circuit there to see the race..
Very cool leh.. can't even see the car also.
Black colour is so NICE okay..

Hahaha.. After the Race went to Starbuck and slack..
Don't know where to go also..
So decide to took Bus 56 home at Raffles city..
Reach home at 11pm almost 12am..

Sorry dudes and I am seriously not in my mood and really very sorry..
Talk to my Winnie the Pooh and I find myself demanding at times..
at about 11.45am he is still working and I am disturbing him..
Hopefully he is taking good care about himself and not to over work ya!!

After That talk to my Kor kor. Hmm..He is asking what he shall get for my 18th birthday present.. hahaha..

Thats all for Sunday night...

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29Sept (Monday)

Its my off day today..

Thought of getting up early and see doctor and I wake up late..

Had a weird dream today.. Hmm...

Actually meeting my chocolate friend today at 12nn.. But good lah, we both wake up late..

So meet at 2pm and went to saloon to cut my hair 2 inches okay.. Finally get my hair cut and Zhilei get her hair done also..

Xiao ma call me said that I didn't take my dairy and another HP back. Rush to Suntec at 8.05pm.

Thought that they have close already.

But in the end help them to key booking.. I don't want to mention much thing also.

well.. Xiao ma is leaving soon and I am gonna be alone.. sad.. =(

Actually going back home and suddenly Zhilei called and said that she don't wanna go home so early. So accompany her to Plaza Singapura is see shop closing.. lol...

went to see Alcohol and we have plan what to buy already. Hahaha..

I am soon gonna be sick soon.. and this friday I am sure gonna see doctor..

The pain is back and can't take it already..

Nothing much to talk about.. Well.. I am working this few days..

Now I am gonna start planning for March 09 camp for guides..

Do you know the feeling of missing someone when he is always not there?

2008-09-28T13:08:00.004+08:00

27 Sept 08

My own celebration today!;P

After work at 8.15pm, have a short coffee session together with Jecky.
Was chatting about a Good Girlfriend and Good Boyfriend.
A reasonable partner with no problems between communication skills and balalala..
Well.. Jecky is not in a good mood today, accompany him go shopping at carrefour during work time and see him smoke loh. Bring me a place I don't know there is this place in my work place sia.. But its really damn dark lah. I cannot see lah..

At about 8.45pm meet Yi Shen and Zhi lei and headed to Bugis for dinner.
Had My favour noodle with fish. Not that bad lah, But the person who serve me, So sorry don't understand what she talking about. Chat with Yishen about the F1 thing and he is helping out lah, so cool rite? well..well... We chat alot lah.. Lazy to type out.. lol..

After dinner we got no place to go to and so we walk from bugis to Dhoby Ghaut and we sat down to chat about what our programme next, at first we thought of going home early, as Yishen is helping out tomorrow and I am working..

Than Zhilei said that she wanted to go Lau Pau Sat there so we took train to Raffles Place..
Saw 3 cool and tall ladies.. aiya.. I am really short loh. Hai.. anyway suddenly zhilei ask weather want go drink anot. But tomorrow got work lah.. than her friend ask along and so we headed to Clarky Quay there.. While waiting for her friend, sit outside centre and chat, take pictures and stuff lah.. hahaha.. Yishen very ke lian hor.. lol.. Actually they thought of celebrating my 3rd month with him although he isn't around before 12am.

But zhilei friend very slow lah.. While waiting outside Cheers, saw my secondary school senior..Ving Chong.. He on duty on that night patrol. Than he ask..Hello! Where you all going? Me and Zhilei: Go enjoy life loh.. lol!!

I get to know a friend and he is Eric a 23 year old guy. Its Zhilei friend!
so we start introducing each other and Yi shen and Eric start talking about the F1 thing and about age loh.. what the!!

We than walk to pub and order 1 Jug of beer.. Hey this time I am not drunk but is Zhilei loh..
Not consider drunk but high ba.. Than we start playing card game and sing song.. Hahaha.. at first very shy lah, overall still okay loh.. hahaha..

An hour later we order 2nd Jug than Zhilei is not suppose to drink anymore and so we start playing hand game, sing song so fun lah!! Hey I am not a small kid okay.. lalala..

At about 3am we then wanted to go home but somone if not wrong a lady name Janet the pub boss approach Yi shen to play game with the rest of them.. Its about asking a question to each other and you are not suppose to say You, me and he or she..

Play till 3.30am and accompany Yi shen take bus NR7 than we headed to take cab home with Zhilei, Eric and Me... Zhilei sleep over at my house and its my turn to look after her alright! hahaha..

Manage to wake up early today but still can't get out of house on time..
Work place is very quiet this few days and no church service today, which means don't need to hear infants and child crying at my work place..

Anyway thanks Yi shen, Tell you I am fine okay..

Emo, emo but I am okay!!

I still can eat, sleep, run alright!! lol

I think I really need my beauty sleep.. Freaking tired..
This 2 whole week haven't been sleeping for more than 8 hours a day.
Sleep at 4am and wake up at 8am. OMG~

After work today I really going back home to rest before really falling sick..
anyway I think I needed a check up for my old pain on the right of my stomach..
The stupid pain is coming back and reminds me the 7 needle poke into my vien and there is no blood out for blood test. No no..

Kaes thats all and its Picture time. some Photos is still with Yi shen lah.. aiyo!!

Taken on 27Sept at Centre.. Clarky Quay

2008-09-27T14:36:00.003+08:00

Picture Deleted!

Well...well..well... Talk to someone till 4am last night, althought my mind is blur or rather people been said that I am very emo and quiet. Hai, I haven't been feeling good recently.

Its 3rd month anniversary what do I wish for? nothing
He has been very busy and we are both so far apart.
Well... I just wait till one day he will call me and free enough to drop me a message ba.
As mention before, different people different life style being treated.

One of my "mummy" told me not to step in further anymore and start not to think so much.
Example Like...

How is he?
How is his work?
Very busy and work load getting more?
I much I wish I could release his stress for him everyday.

Hai.. Sharon ah, sharon!!
Buck up ba.. 18th year old soon liao.. Stop day dreaming okay?

Recently start thinking my secondary school life, with no worries but just school work.
After school start going window shopping and slacking at malls eating cup noodles or Long John Sliver..

Well.. well.. well.. later finish work meeting Yi Shen and Zhilei for dinner..
Ask love along yesterday night but he didn't reply me. Forget about it ba..
Going to taunt again tonight! hahaha...

Talking about religion at home yesterday..
My Grandfather is nagging and insist on sending the Godness of mercy to Temple and he want to pray back to Holy Mother and going back to catholic church.
Then start talking about baptis at which age and at the age of 21 they might want me to baptis also. Well.. December than say ba...

Sharon is missing you everyday...

2008-09-27T12:38:00.003+08:00

Here some updates post on 25sept after work and 26sept.

25th Sept

After work at 8pm, search for ez-link and realise that its inside another bag with my house key at home, what the...
Went to Marina Square to shop awhile, while for waiting for zhilei. But realise that got money in hand but don’t know what to shop, thought of getting a wallet but don’t feel like buying, have been eyeing for that wallet very long, than go see watch, also don’t suits me. So forget about it and went to Mac order Ice Chocolate, take PSP out and start playing till zhilei come. But my mind totally blur...

I really don’t know what happen to me ever since I found his ex blog. Really different people different life, recently read his ex blog, Its their YEP Family 1 year anniversary and more lah, his ex hasn’t really forget about him also. I have nothing to say but to say May God Bless Me..

26th Sept

I got my pay liao!! Haha, actually working today but forget that got guides meeting at Northlight. So tell the in-charge and sleep till 12nn today, Really long time never sleep so long already, Oh my, Its my beauty sleep,
Get out from bed and get ready, while slacking and talking with my grandmother she told me that she thought of going back to catholic church and send the godness of mercy back to temple. I told her its her choice as long as in the house there is god can already. She said she is praying back to Holy Mary and My grandfather insist it, My mum side religion is roman catholic so its good if they are going back. I am waiting for the new luck next year, this year isn’t doing very well.

Talk to both of them till 1pm and start preparing to go out took bus 88 to Bishan collect my contact lense at 1.30pm, Kaes I am late for my Guides Meeting. I spent $135 on my lenses and took bus back to Toa Payoh and took Bus 31 to Nls, reach there at 3.30pm, saw the girls doing spring cleaning for their room and they are painting their room next week, Blue Colour room... I am sure helping out on that day, but got SC programme and everything is not confirm. Argh!!
After guides meeting with Zhilei and Wendy took train to Marina Square and since Zhilei is craving for Steamboat and settle our lunch/dinner at Hot Pot Culture! Very very full.. Went to see wallet again but I still can’t make up my mind, very angry lah... so decide to get it went my dad give me my pocket money... Than go search for earrings. Hai.. I think I go back Perlin Sliver Better..

Hai... Forget Guides cookies arrive liao.. Hahaha.. chocolate!! Yummmy!
Thats all babes and dudes
Picture time for the steamboat and Pictures took on Mei Hong’s birthday........

Mei Hong Birthday celebration at T3...

Happy Birthday!!

Zhilei, Sok Kwan, Joe, Me, Mei hong, Cai Yun and Melvin

Mei Hong New Post!!

Cai Yun & Mei Hong // Mei Hong & Zhi Lei

Mei Hong & me // Mei Hong & Joe

Melvin & Mei Hong

Steamboat at Hot Pot Culture on 26 Sept

Chocolate Fondue Time...

Thats all... Enjoying myself...

2008-09-25T18:57:00.002+08:00

Okay.. I finish posting for the camp stuff..

During this 3 days I have put all my worries behind and enjoy myself.
But the moment I think of his ex-blog my mind is stack.

Talk to someone till 4am last night.. I have let all my feelings out and I feel much better.
But ya.. I disturb him till 4am feel quite bad lah..

Overall.. I don't know lah..
That 3 days didn't contact him that much, or I can say didn't really chat alot.
He did send me night sms and morning stuff.. But I don't know how to reply and act.
I feeling is going up and down...

Sharon is prepared for the worst and wishing for the best..
Finally I got my NATAS'08 pay and last month pay also..
What Shall I get for chocolate friend present and for myself leh?

2008-09-25T16:37:00.003+08:00

Hello=) I am back from camp..
Currently Sharon having alittle sore throat and body ache.. OUCH!!!

Day 1(22nd Sept)

I am late today.. Really damn late! Wake up at 6.45am and I am suppose to be in the train at 6am lah.. Wake up and rush by cab to school.. There goes my $15!

Reach school at 7.30am and saw most of the campers.
all our bags are light and haha.. I am nervous..
Heard from serene that all of us are in diferent group. So sad..
Took a bus there and the uncle is so attitude lah..
Maybe he wait for us too long already ba. Lol!

When we reach Bouna Vista at NACLI.
We were divided into 4 groups, A,B,C and D
I am in group C(Blue)
1st we were suppose to do our own lanyard and after that had Ice Breaking session.
ITECE is really big lah huh.. at that point of time I only know Yee Leng, Yen.
Anyway I caught one person in my group and Yee Leng is crazy about that guy!
When we check in to our rooms, WOW! Its Really damn nice like Hostel loh.. OMG~
Its at 3rd level and I am scare of stairs lah...
We had leadership lesson and Its really long hours. Really tired and sleepy.. Zzz
at night have Amazing Race, I became the hostage. Hidding at the back of the building.
Infront are all trees and got bat lah.. I am so scare loh.. Sitting down waiting for my group mates to find me.. So long lah.. what the!! LOL!

After amazing race went back room to shower and its time for bed. Everyone is hungry and we order Mac delivery for supper, Damn good lah!

Day 2(23Sept)

Wosh.. wake up at 6.30am and prepare to change and get ready for a new day.
Had morning exercise, eversince leg injure till now haven't been really running loh.. Sad!

After morning exercise had breakfast and had lesson.
Today lesson is really bored and seriously not in the mood due to some problems.
But overall get to know this few guys.. Eugene, Raniel, Antonio and Derrick.
They have been calling my name. Its a little irriting lah... But overall still okay lah..
Having them around its really fun.. They draw something and make me laugh at the drawings.

After lesson had lunch and continue have lesson till 5pm.
Went back to room and slack awhile and change to shoe for Games..
We played captain ball and freebies. Haha.. I am scare of balls lah.. Please!!
But in this game I admit I am short! I cannot catch the ball...

After game went back to room to change and shower and had dinner after that.
About 8pm had Theme Party. Still okay lah, Had a short speech,
Who is My hero! Its my grandfather, actually wanted to say my hero is also Tom, but don't want lah.. Shy! lol.. He is my hero in my heart!

After theme party we went out to parade to play Lantern, Thanks Andrew for helping me to light up the candles.. I can't really see at night lah.. hahaha.. Its last night of camp, sure gonna miss the camp alot.

At night about 1.30am went to the guys room to exchange photos and chat for awhile..
shall have stay there longer to chat with them.

Day3 (24sept)

Its last day of camp and its raining..
Rush out from bed at 7am and get prepare for breakfast with others and its really cold lah..

After breakfast, went to room to change to shoe and went to 2nd floor with yee leng to wake the guys up.. There are still sleeping lah...

The programmes are delayed and had Teambuilding session..
Antonio reminds everyone, Everyone is a leader!
Hahahaha.. Really fun and teamwork, communication is really important!

After Teambuilding had quick lunch and went up to room to pack the things and went back to report. We got our certificate and took photos and said Bye to everyone.

Reach home at 5.30pm and sleep for 2 hours..

Picture Time!!

Marina Logdge...

Random Pictures

Pictures Drawn by the guys..

2nd drawing By Raniel...

Trying to pull me up to explain the drawings.. No way.. In the end!!
Whole class are laughing lah..

Well.. That's all.. This Post took me 2hrs to complete..
More pictures are coming once receive them..
Gonna miss this camp alot..
Overall, I have really learn alot through this camp.. Yeah!!
Happy Holiday Dudes and Babes.. See you guys soon in school..

2008-09-21T19:23:00.003+08:00

Well well well... At times I really hate myself being so free at work and start linking people blog.
guess who's blog I found? I am half busy and half free. And I found his ex-gf blog..

Different people, different life... Fuck off man!
After finish reading so many months of her blog post..
I realise how my r/s with him. Its still fragile!

I agree that we have different in age gap.

I can understand how busy you are. I don't mind not contacting you for even a week.
And I won't be contacting you for this 1 week.

Reason is because...

~Eversince the day I am drunk, I don't know how to face you.
~I am also very busy!
~I realise that its early to fall in love a guy that only I am with for 3months.

~I shall get to know him better..
~And I think communication is very important.. Which is now a problem! fuck!
~I got a serious, urgent and important thing to tell him, but I don't think you will also care to listen.

Damn, My 2008 holiday trip is all burn! and aiya, I really raising my flag up!
I am really tired! I needed a break.

Seriously haven't I been being understanding to him?

Sharon is prepared for the worst and hope for the best in life...

2008-09-21T11:15:00.005+08:00

Hello =D Here is some updates for Saturday Night..
I must said myself of not being a good girl..

After work at 8.30pm went to look for Serene at her Pushcart at Suntec and talking about Friday Night. Stay there till 9pm and meet Zhilei at Marina Square Mac.

Okay.. I ask her to tell me what I had said in the car.
Overall Its really very ugly and all my secrets are out.. OMG~
We then start gossiping and discussing our upcoming chalet in the October..
I am dead on that 2 days!!

After all I am still very luck enough to have My Best Sister with me, A Bf with me who won't just put me aside. I shall not be demanding anymore and shall be grateful enough..
At 11pm plus meet up with a very special person and its our first time going out together..

Okay.. I shall not mention who the person is.. At that time I am hungry and we walk from citihall to Lau Pa Sat.. Its been also a long time since I Just went there.
Had something light and I notice that I can't use chopsticks to eat loh.

Both Zhilei and Him keep laughing lah. (sorry lah.. I don't really know how to use)

After my dinner at 12am we sit down and had a drink and start chatting till 3.30am.
There goes Zhilei start talking about the ugly things I have done before..

In this few hours of chatting session, I know how shall I react at times...
I know how demanding at times..
I start to realise that I still cannot show my love yet as my feelings is still not settle down yet.

There is like so many to chat about and if can we can chat till 6am in the morning and even go to work after that.
Took NR1 back home, Its so scary lah, Be'cos its my damn first time taking the bus. Anyway reach home 4.30am and get shower and have my 3hrs of beauty sleep..
My eyes is closing at anytime and later I have another birthday celebration to attend.

But I won't regret talking and sharing so much things with him.

By the way.. Hopefully I am able to meet Love again I think this is Important and urgent to inform Love that this thing happen on the friday night during the chalet. Shall I or Shall I not?

Here are some photos that wanted to update long ago...

White Strawberry Chocolate From Hokkaido... Yummy!!

Random Pictures taken on Friday with my chocolate friend...

Sharon is prepared for the worst day and hoping for the best in Life!
Thats's all Dudes and BaBES...
Well.. Anyway I am happy I am drunk that day as I have not much worries for now..

My camp is on 22nd sept to 24sept mood is back and after camp I am sure going to get my beauty sleep more...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI HONG!!

2008-09-20T13:05:00.003+08:00

Okay.. Now is to update more about what I had done last night.

Its really full of disgrace of myself!
I drank alot last night and I am drunk!! omg~

First I feel that Yee leng alitte drunk but overall she is fine. Than Celeste is really drank lah!
after that I knew I won't get drunk as I got work tomorrow! but I am wrong..
If not wrong, 3 bottles is being share amoung Serene, Jin Ling and Me.
Celeste can't drink anymore so we decide to share amoung ourself.

Jin Ling is drinking alone and Serene and Me playing game, who lost will have to drink from the bottle, The more I drink the more high I am lah.. Omg~
I shall be fine lah you see but I didn't really drink alot loh..

Love send me back home and I mistaken him as a Taxi Driver! I am so bad lah..
sorry darling! really sorry!

Zzzz.. Very Tired. I make Love making a U turn to come find me at my house..
Omg~ I am really very bad lah...

In his car Zhilei told me I said out all my problems like nothing and he heard whatever I had said loh.. I shall have control myself..
Damn damn it lah!!

There might be another Birthday party on 21 sept! This time nobody is going with me, Seriously No more the 3rd time in my life that I will be like that loh..

Sorry Dear, Zhilei and Yishen for causing so much trouble.. really sorry..
hopefully love won't be angry with me ba..
Wake up at 5am and took ice to put on my head.. (does it help?)
I am now having hang over now and seriously having headache!
I really regret all what I have done, and words I wasn't suppose to say are all out liao!!

Happy Birthday Yee Leng!!

2008-09-20T12:24:00.002+08:00

19 Sept Friday!!

Its finally friday and tomorrow I am working! sian..

Wake up at 9am this morning and went up to Jurong to find my beloved mummy.
Well.. I find this person really crazy, A 17 years old born in 1991 trying to convince my mummy to become our dad! oh pls lah... don't try to be funny!

When my mum told me this he can become my little brother liao lah..

Chat with my mum and she ask me a question... Omg~

Mum: Girl ah, how's you and Tom?
Sharon: HUH? Okay ah? why?
Mum: I see, no lah ask only, cause you haven't been telling me about him. How is he?
Sharon: (Gosh) He is busy with work and stuff.
Mum: oh.. so will he be coming for your chalet?
Sharon: I hope so, hopefully nothing crush on that day?
Mum: Okay, that's great..

Hai.. Why people been asking how is he and stuff leh?
I got no freaking idea what is he doing other than working and busy with YMCA and stuff..

Went to SQS to conduct Guides meeting and its really a Disappointment today?
What happen?? Drills are getting bad and Discipline drop!!
Guides! I can't be there every meeting, its also not my Job to conduct the meeting!

After guides meeting rush to IMM with Zhilei to get Yeeleng's present and took train to Pasir ris to meet up the rest. My phone have been ringing!!

When reach Pasir Ris I am god damn tired lah. I don't think I will be that high loh..
While walking there saw Joanna, Berwin and Isabella, They going off already!
Isabella flying to Hai nah tomorrow!

Love and Yi Shen reach there about 8pm and we start chatting and playing psp.. Hahaha..
will update more next post!

2008-09-20T11:52:00.003+08:00

18 Sept Thursday

Happy Birthday Yi De!!

Finally not working today and I got 2 programme today.

At 9.58am My best chocolate friend msg me, while I am having my nice dream,

ZL: Hey Sharon.. What time you having lunch time?
( She thought I am working today)

Sharon: Huh what lunch? I am not working today?
Later going back to school for GM mtg.

ZL: I see... Want meet up for lunch? Come to school early and lets have our chit chat time.

Sharon: Ah ha.. okay what time you dismiss from school?

ZL: I finish lesson at 12nn, meet me at C1 and find a good good place so we can chat?

Sharon:(damn funny lah) okay okay..

Well.. get off from my bed and get ready to shower and get out of house..
Had Japanese Food for my 1st meal and we start gossip and chatting as usual. hahaha..

GM meeting start at 3.30pm and going to pack and miss lesson once school re-open.
I finally can understand how Joanna position when not much people not turning up for meeting and calling people but yet giving excuses. Preseidential candinates are out! Who to vote leh?

After GM meeting at 6.30pm went to Tamps to meet Celeste, Yee Leng and Serene
took train to Pasir Ris and went to Yi de chalet. Not much people and left at about 9pm.

Meet Zhilei again at Pasir ris...
Celeste went off earlier.. Sad!!

I found back my laughter! We are mad, crazy and in the train from Pasir Ris to Raffles Place and to Toa Payoh we have been laughing and laughing like hell.. People keep looking at us!
All thanks to Zhilei saying out what I have did during the march camp!

Its been a long time since I touch alcohol! Tomorrow is Yeeleng and Alex chalet!
Wahahaha.. Drink!!

2008-09-17T18:29:00.003+08:00

Recently my grandfather told me something that I really drop my tears down.

Grandfather: Sharon, gong gong old already, gong gong very tired.
If I go, take care of yourself and popo okay?
Gong gong love you alright?

Sharon: Gong gong, Don't think so much okay?
you will be alright ya?

Grandfather: I know! as long gong gong is here
Mummy or your father cannot bring you back.

Sharon: Gong gong, I won't go home.
(Hug my grandfather)

I love my grandfather alot, even he is gone that day, I will still stay at his wake.
Gong gong, I love you! If anything happen to my grandfather, I won't forgive my uncle!

No matter what happen my grandfather is close person, He is the one who look after me from the day I am born till today.. I believe my grandfather is going to live longer till he carry his great-grandson.

Hey people, Can help me? I am looking for tekka food that my grandfather is craving for.
murtabak and india rice. Any infor for that? If possible please drop me a tag or sms me ya? thanks..

2008-09-17T11:16:00.002+08:00

I am seriously very very tired and I got a feeling I am falling sick already.

Yesterday finish work at 8pm and reach home at 9pm,
While walking back to take bus home, Some question flash through my mind.

Am I happy this few months? No
What I want at the end of 2008? Not sure
Who is the person I can trust most now? No one

Seriously I haven't been really smiling ever since the big breakdown I had few months back.
I am tired and really tired, Who understand me? No one!

Yes I am smiling when I see my close friends, But I wasn't really enjoying my life now.
I am feeling damn bored in life. Work, School, Money, Life and My grandfather!

Damn it lah! Have been dropping my tears down, Where is the Sharon that is full of smile and laugh, Jokes and balalala.. Where is she? My feelings are not settle down yet and I hate when problems come in together!

Recently when I saw people carrying sunflower I start to fall in love with it!

By the way.. One of my friend came back from Hokkaido and I ate a White Strawberry Chocolate.. Yummy! Its Nice, Upload the pictures again once I am free..

2008-09-16T11:15:00.004+08:00

14 Sept 2008

Its Moon Cake Festival...

What Was I doing on that day?

Busy with Chan Brother Fair, And I really wanted to carry lantern this year!
walking with the round round moon and eat moon cake. But in the end?

Finish work at 8.30pm and was really damn tired further I am very very disappointed of myself

My family are all at chalet and they all are so much wanted me to join them, carry lantern, play cards and eating moon cake and so on.. But I was busy with work.

Fair on that day was so free and another disappointment I only sell Hokkaido and Korea tour only. What a day for me..

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15 Sept Monday

Not working today and woke up at 12nn..

Wahaha, My lala land today! I am back! lol

SC Commitee Meeting today.

Latest Update

General Meeting on 18 Sept, LT3 at 2pm

Student Council Investiture Rehersal

28 Oct (2.30pm-6pm)

30 Oct (2.30pm-6pm)

Shit lah, Its on my birthday

4 Nov (2.30pm-6pm)

5 Nov (9am-6pm)

6 Nov (9am-9.30pm)

actual day & dry run

Election of new president on 13oct-15oct

Any idea for October outing? comment pls!! I am planning for this coming outing.

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Meeting ends at 6.30pm and had dinner with them at Tampines Mac.

Its my 1st time having dinner together with them.

I am damn shock when Desmond ask some question, won't post out here le.. Haha

Desmond ah, you think too much le huh.

Reach home at 9.45pm today.

Chat with Yee Leng till 2am...

Yes.. Girls talk lah.. lol..

I am so excited on the upcoming chalet on her Birthday... Lol..

That's all for today! Cheerio =)