Hello Peeps..
I'm back here to update my dead blog.
Sorry for not updating have been rather busy these days..
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Alright.. here comes the updates..
(p.s. I have been very emotional these days)
After my grandma pass on and many many changes at home that I am unable to accept.
Its one month she is gone and every morning I always have the habit of looking for her. every time I come to think of she is not around my tears drop. I really miss her so much, i haven't had a chance to talk to her and ask for her forgiveness.
I miss you alot Grandma
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★★For time being, I can't leave my grandpa alone at home beside school, I don't shop, staying out late and going out for party.
(this is how no life for me now)frankly after she is gone I had no one to talk to and at home its so lonely that I could only stare at her picture.
(who can understand and lent me the listening ear)Oh ya, I am having very bad insomnia again for pass 2 weeks, shall I consult a doctor? thanks for that pass 1 week I caught a bad cold.
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★And, something caught my attention last week and frankly I am so worried and I don't know am I doing the right thing, so worried that I don't know shall I contact him. Haven't been contacting him for 2 months and I hope he will be fine.
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★Shall I give up on him? second time he return and second time he left silently..
♥ ♥ ♥soon I am going for a fun party and I wanna make myself dead drunk!
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