Wednesday, December 3, 2008
{ 7:58 PM }
After so much of thoughts and stuff..
I admit I am really a big freako minded..
I heard about his grandma pass away and he cried.
When I heard that I seriously wanted to call him and comfort him.
But think twice I am nothing to him and or maybe not even a friend at all.
I envy her... really envy her alot.
Jealous of her that at least she still get to see him.
Everything ends without a explaination and haii.. Why do I have to suffer this kind of thing again?
I told myself its time to get over it and let bygone be bygone..
no point turning back and making myself keep thinking how is he and is he doing well today?
He can be heartless letting it off so easier why not you?
I thank god for letting me to be with him for a short period and hate myself of being foolish..
take care and best wishes to you.
By the way, I seriously thank Yi Shen, Zhilei and Yee Leng for being with me all these while.
Thanks people I am fine today and I promise to get over it really soon..