Tuesday, October 7, 2008
{ 3:17 PM }
05 October 2008 ( Sunday)
After packing those rubbish at Suntec Kiosk and today there is still more to pack and all is like so heavy loh..
There wasn't much crowd on that day and we were all relaxing because Its our last day and we were all jobless. Hahaha..
But about 3.30pm there was a complain call regarding about the Singapore Flyer ticket.
Well.. Don't bother to talk about it. Because its suppose to be the customer fault.
At 7pm... Jecky, Jasmine Thong and Xiao ma went to buy food for all of us.
But stomach wasn't feeling that well also. But I dare not to say anything.. And continue packing and tape those boxes...
After that I told them that I feel like eating dumpling and that bought for me. Had that and continue to pack... And since there is no crowd we decide to switch off all the lights and do a final check for those boxes. Total there is 40boxes. At 8pm the Technical Assistant came to unplug those wires and phones. Collect those printed and laptops. And I am there only one tapping the boxes. All are busy talking.. Hmm
Leave Suntec at 8.45pm and My mum call to see am I reaching home.
Took cab back with Jennifer and reach home my house are packed and after 'war' Hahaha..
Adults are busy chatting and playing card game 'pair' wanted to join in but forgot how to play already. And so was chit chatting with my aunt..
Kids are Busy jumping around the house!
Nothing much today..
Today feeling... I miss him...
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06 October 08 (Monday)
(Unstable feeling)
Wake up at 11am and thought that I was working today, but forgot CBT Suntec has been tear down. Lol!
Mum came down to Toa Payoh to pay bills for Grandmother.
Accompany her to walk and told her my problems. I will be strong~
Yee Leng msg and meeting her 4pm at citihall..
Its gonna rain soon..
Get back home to change and prepared to go out.
This part gonna be a shock part..
I receive a msg from him and I was so content.
But inside the msg How much I wish this kind won't happen to me again.
I called Zhilei I told her, my mind was really blur and I don't know what shall I do or reply.
I am scare and I am shock..
I try to cool down and told her about it.
I try to win back the war but I admit I am a failure.
Its my fault of not showing understanding.
Its my fault to be a dumb again.
I am back to 7months ago feeling.. I thought everthing will be fine...
But I am wrong...
Since he choose that path then there is nothing else I could say and do.
But to accept the fact.
I meet Yee leng at Citihall the moment I saw her I hug her and my tears drop down
I tried to control, But its really a shocking news for me.
Thanks Zhilei - Chocolate Friend
Thanks Yee Leng
Thanks Yen
Thanks Serene
Thanks Yi Shen - Sour Friend
Thanks Mum - Beloved mumy
I promise to be strong and back to my old self soon
and give me some time to settle down my emotional feeling.
I hope by the time I am better and nothing would happen.
I drag my 2 friend to accompany me till 3am at town and one of them are working somemore.
Before that had my 'meals' at Ah chew dessert. Japanese Sweet Potatoe got ginger smell~ehhh...
I am back home with Zhilei and we chat again till 5am, headed to Mac and had out breakfast.
Bought breakfast for grandparents and shower after that went to take some sleep.
Do Miracles happen in life?
Will it happen on me?
Oh my... what shall I do?
I am lost...
I am confuse..
I am lost..
I really miss you!
270608 ~ 061008
