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Friday, October 31, 2008 { 1:32 PM }

30 Oct 2008
Night time... Programme for that day...

Before start talking the programme during the evening time.
Thanks my fellow friends for wishing me and those touching msg...

Well... SC event ends at 6pm plus, and rehersal was damn CMI! cannot make it lah!
Keep changing position and those late comes and really late..
I almost losing my temper.... Argh!
During rehersal I ask myself alot of question, why those active members can't be promote and those non-active members promote? well.. its not up to our control, and I just do my part will do.

Well being Chairman - Alvin, Exco's I don't know who are those 2 also.
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After SC rush to Tanah Merah to take train to Dhoby Ghaut to YMCA for Yproms briefing..
Well.. While walking there saw Hisyam and JJ, they wish me also wor.. Hahaha..

Meet Zhilei at Dhoby Ghaut and we walk to Ymca together..
We are early and so we chat awhile.
At 7.30pm we than report to the briefing venue..
To my suprise, guess who I saw?
Oh my, I don't know how shall I react, shall I walk over to say 'hi'?
Goodness.. Guess a normal gesture will do with a smile...

After briefing without turning back I just walk out and breath out...
Wosh... Had dinner at Plaza Singapura.
Yup my birthday dinner, MacNugget Student Meal Upsize.

Zhilei bought me a small cake and that's sweet of her lah.. hahaha
Dig my sour friend out from his house and celebrate together.
Thanks sour friend.. We walk and Joke and although its not a big celebration
and its just like a normal day but still thanks my clicks and Kakis bought me those joys and fun...

Off to chalet soon..
Will he be coming? don't dare to think it further on..
Will update again after the chalet and those pictures took long ago...
See you guys on 1st nov ya!

Happy 18th Birthday Chocolate Friend - Zhilei

Thursday, October 30, 2008 { 11:31 AM }

30 Oct 2008 - Thursday

Happy 18th Birthday to Myself...
Not much happening things today..
Well.. I am pack with programmes today...

Morning - School
Afternoon- Sc Investiture Rehersal till 6pm
Night - Yprom briefing till 9.30pm

Thats how I spent my 18th birthday today...
Tomorrow chalet already, Why I wasn't looking forward ner?

CONGRATE LADIES!!
Congrate Samantha for being promoted to House Committee Exco...
Congrate Yen for being promoted to Deputy Treasure...

Anyway, thanks people for the wishes! Thanks..
An advance Happy 18th Birthday to my Chocolate Friend! Hahaha.. =D

Saturday, October 25, 2008 { 5:02 PM }

Hey hey..

I think I am better already compare to 3weeks ago...
I numb myself with work and find stuff to entertain myself..

Been very emo this few days... I try to cheer up myself..
Busy with SC, busy with catching up with school work....

Thanks friends for being with me all this while...

Zhilei - Chocolate Friend
Yi Shen - Sour Friend
Yee leng
Celeste
Jin Ling
Serene
Yen

Thanks for cheering me up..
Thanks Yi Shen, Zhilei and Serene for accompany me those nights.
Chalet coming already, Shall I be looking for it?
Were my wish come true?

Friday, October 24, 2008 { 2:33 AM }

SHARON IS TIRED!!!
My mood swings very fast... I miss him alot!
Really swing and tears start to drop!


My HP is inside the hospital loh,
Recently been very busy with school.

Got once a teacher apporoach me ask to be an Exco for Project Commitee or swop to Project Com as a member. Shall I?


YMCA Camp Challenge Dec'08 and YEP Vietnam trip on 14 Dec - 21 Dec 08.
Which one shall I go? Leave a suggetion for me anymore?

THKC I miss you..

Friday, October 17, 2008 { 11:05 PM }

As I said I will be back to blogging once I got the time.. and here its goes..

Was Involve in the World skill Event on Thursday 16 Oct 08.
Its the opening session.. Those helping out the event will told to wear Full dress as in with Blazer and Tie. Think twice its was my 1st event in College East and I was a little nervous.

So wear blazer need to wear court shoes and with heels de lah.. Ever since I sprain my ankle I haven't really touch heels.. God is like damn pain loh.. Hai.. Doing Usher and stand quite long..

After the ceremony had buffer at the Atrium with other Sc's I wasn't hungry but leg pain and I am tired.. After de-brief, was thinking of going home. Ian & Jeffery ask me to sit down at activity room and have a Chat with them. Talk talk till 8pm... Get change and walk to Simei with Jeffery..
Anyway its my first time having a chat with him, He did mention about him, I just kept quiet.

Will update the Pictures soon =D

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 { 12:20 AM }

School start already...

School start already... IAC, BCM & BFS modules for Oct'08 - Mar'09..
this whole month will be very involve in SC..

Investitute, Worldskills event...

So people popping by here.. there will be lag for me to update my blog..
But will try to update when I am free!

Don't ask me where is he...
because I don't know where is he now!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 { 11:10 PM }

Sorry for not updating blog ya..

Here is the short post from 6th Oct to 12th Oct...
I have not been sleeping for more than 15hours for the 1 week.

Reason is because I went out late at night and I return home the next morning, sleep and wake up shower and out from house again..
The long waited day on the 10th Oct suppose to be a happy day..
but turns out to be a sad day..


Went out with Zhilei and Yi shen have dinner at Vivo. We meet quite late...
And so we got no programme and decide to go chiong...


After we called Xy and Jue yu out to join us wor... We then meet Yishen friend..
We than go Qbar to drink and relax... We this time didn't drink beer but we drink Chivas...
Hahaha.. Was really high!! hahaha..


1 bottle of Chivas was finish by us and we headed to Lunar to continue to enjoy..
I am really high~ man..


Enjoy ourself till 5am and we sit down and chat till 6.30am...
Thanks Yishen for comforting me the past 1 week..
Reach home at 7am and sleep..

11 Oct ( sat)


Suppose to meet Yun to celebrate her birthday.. but I am alittle tired and not feeling well..
Meet mum and ah chin aka uncle yang..
He said he want to go chiong and ask me along.. Althought I am tired but I still go...
Ask Zhilei to go with me and ask Yishen to come after his wedding dinner...


At 3am left the Pub and took cab to Lau Pa Sat to have something.

but nothing left there.. and so.. we walk to Marina Square and had supper at there...
We crap and chat, joke till 6am...
took cab home and rest...

Thats all for the last week of holiday that I can enjoy..
I am sad, really sad and I really miss you!!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 { 3:17 PM }

05 October 2008 ( Sunday)

After packing those rubbish at Suntec Kiosk and today there is still more to pack and all is like so heavy loh..

There wasn't much crowd on that day and we were all relaxing because Its our last day and we were all jobless. Hahaha..

But about 3.30pm there was a complain call regarding about the Singapore Flyer ticket.
Well.. Don't bother to talk about it. Because its suppose to be the customer fault.

At 7pm... Jecky, Jasmine Thong and Xiao ma went to buy food for all of us.
But stomach wasn't feeling that well also. But I dare not to say anything.. And continue packing and tape those boxes...

After that I told them that I feel like eating dumpling and that bought for me. Had that and continue to pack... And since there is no crowd we decide to switch off all the lights and do a final check for those boxes. Total there is 40boxes. At 8pm the Technical Assistant came to unplug those wires and phones. Collect those printed and laptops. And I am there only one tapping the boxes. All are busy talking.. Hmm

Leave Suntec at 8.45pm and My mum call to see am I reaching home.
Took cab back with Jennifer and reach home my house are packed and after 'war' Hahaha..

Adults are busy chatting and playing card game 'pair' wanted to join in but forgot how to play already. And so was chit chatting with my aunt..
Kids are Busy jumping around the house!
Nothing much today..
Today feeling... I miss him...

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06 October 08 (Monday)
(Unstable feeling)
Wake up at 11am and thought that I was working today, but forgot CBT Suntec has been tear down. Lol!
Mum came down to Toa Payoh to pay bills for Grandmother.
Accompany her to walk and told her my problems. I will be strong~
Yee Leng msg and meeting her 4pm at citihall..
Its gonna rain soon..
Get back home to change and prepared to go out.
This part gonna be a shock part..
I receive a msg from him and I was so content.
But inside the msg How much I wish this kind won't happen to me again.
I called Zhilei I told her, my mind was really blur and I don't know what shall I do or reply.
I am scare and I am shock..
I try to cool down and told her about it.
I try to win back the war but I admit I am a failure.
Its my fault of not showing understanding.
Its my fault to be a dumb again.
I am back to 7months ago feeling.. I thought everthing will be fine...
But I am wrong...
Since he choose that path then there is nothing else I could say and do.
But to accept the fact.
I meet Yee leng at Citihall the moment I saw her I hug her and my tears drop down
I tried to control, But its really a shocking news for me.
Thanks Zhilei - Chocolate Friend
Thanks Yee Leng
Thanks Yen
Thanks Serene
Thanks Yi Shen - Sour Friend
Thanks Mum - Beloved mumy
I promise to be strong and back to my old self soon
and give me some time to settle down my emotional feeling.
I hope by the time I am better and nothing would happen.
I drag my 2 friend to accompany me till 3am at town and one of them are working somemore.
Before that had my 'meals' at Ah chew dessert. Japanese Sweet Potatoe got ginger smell~ehhh...
I am back home with Zhilei and we chat again till 5am, headed to Mac and had out breakfast.
Bought breakfast for grandparents and shower after that went to take some sleep.
Do Miracles happen in life?
Will it happen on me?
Oh my... what shall I do?
I am lost...
I am confuse..
I am lost..
I really miss you!
270608 ~ 061008

Sunday, October 5, 2008 { 11:21 AM }

3rd October – Friday

I am being wake by at 8am by Desmond and Yi Shen at 9am... Well...
Don’t talk about it liao... Quite unlucky today...

Meet Zhilei at 1pm at Toa Payoh Interchange to go for guides meeting and at first we heard that they are painting the room and so we wear YA polo-tee and short there..

Reach NLS quite early and we were so excited to paint the room...
In the end...

One of the girls said... ‘YA, YA today got no CCA, NCDCC and Guides meeting cancel’
We were like... ‘Huh? Why we wasn’t informed?’
And we decide to call Ms Tan & Ms Lee

Ms Lee told Zhi Lei...

ZL: Hello Ms Lee, is there guides meeting today?
Ms Lee: oh... we forget to inform you its cancel due to there is VIP coming to sch..
ZL: oh okay... Thanks, bye...

Win already lah... So I called XY told him to meet early..
While waiting for him, took bus 10 and we don’t even know where to alight...

And so we took till Vivo and walk awhile... at 3.30pm took train to Bugis and I am late meeting him... As usual lah... ehhh...

When shopping and walk around with him from Bugis Junction to Bugis Street...
Didn't really chat alot and since he is hungry we headed to food court to have our lunch&dinner..
Had pepper lunch.. Yummy! after that when back to Junction to shop and he bought 2 shirt and mean while saw Sien Quan and other ex-shuqun! all are my seniors ah! hahaha..

Thought of going to Starbucks and have a drink but no place to sit.
And so since he request to go Queentown with him and so I go loh, Since got no programme...
When there to shop around and he got no idea what to buy.

He wanted to send me home and I rejected him. Thanks dude..
While walking to Bus stop, He mention about the past and I told him that Since its all past no point mention about it. His bus came and therefore I am so happy.. Don't need to be stress anymore.

Reach home at 9pm. And Sit down and watch tv.
at 9.30am...

Msg from Yi shen, Wanna go have dessert at Bugis...
I am okay with it and drag drag till 10pm...
Quickly shower and get out of house at 10.30pm...
Very seldom go out from house that late ah!!

Some problems today.. and I don't wish to mention anyway..
Reach Raffles at 10.45pm and saw Zhilei at control station...
Wait for Yi Shen and our dessert at Lau Pa Sat again..
Order 1 black black carrot cake and 10sticks of chicken satay.

After that order Fruits also... See healthy lifestyle for today man!
We talk and chat, joke and crap around.
After that we walk to Melion park and took out our Ipod and MP3
to share what kind of songs we have...

Yi Shen - Damn god, Techno song damn rock sia..

Me and Zhilei took his Ipod and he become our Dj to entertain us.
After that we walk to Marina Square Mac and have a Drink.

Here comes my Flu is back....
Reach home at 5am and took a nap...

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4th October ( Saturday)

I am soon gonna be late!
I miss my bed sia!

Wake up and wash up, sit at the living room and see my grandparents arguement topic.
Hai.. Every morning sure will quarrel.

Grandmother complain that she is not feeling very well.
Feeling very giddy and can't breath. And so bring her to see doctor.
Hai.. She really need to take care of herself and we have to take a close look at her already.
Be strong Grandmother!

Actually seeing her like that I also heart pain...
Anyway She have been asking Where is Choon Siang, Where Is Tom and Where is XY
How is Yan Yan and stuff.
I don't know what I can say other than saying they are busy..

Back to work at 11.30am
And saw my collegue packing stuff and heard they say Chan Brother Suntec Kiosk last day is on 5th Oct.. Oh my!! We start packing and wrapping stuff, label and move things.
Throw rubbish and notice that they is lots and lots have rubbish...

I seriously gonna miss Chan Brother Suntec all my mummy's and collegue lots.
The time we start to slack and run all the way down to get food to entertain us when we are bored.

Reach home at 9.15pm as My 'sister' Jecky send me back home...
Slack at home and there goes one day gone..

Pictures of rubbish at CBT suntec..

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Cleaning...

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Packing..

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All the rubbish...
And there is still more to clean up on sunday..
So people I am no more working at Suntec already.
Currently jobless and I am thinking of doing Vounteering Job....
That's all for the day Babes and Dudes...

{ 11:03 AM }

Hey!! Its time for some updates now!

2nd October (Thursday Night)

As usual end work at 8pm and rush down to Marina Square to meet Zhi Lei, Yi Shen and Eric...
While walking there half way my left injure leg start to pain again.. So I slow my speed and Its painful lah..
Meet them at Marina Square Mac, We meet up at start talking crap....
Had our dinner there and seems that all of us are really hungry and while eating we start planning where shall we go... Enjoy? Where?
And so there plan to go pub again... I have been drinking. Not healthy ah...
Instead of taking train we walk to Clarke Quay and went back to the last week pub. Its pack today!
Zhi Lei can’t drink and so we enjoy ourself... Then we start planning whats our programme on the 10th?
And so we talk crap, play cards... Haha I got win. If not wrong 2 or 3 rounds...Yeah!!
After playing cards we see people singing and so we start to sing also... OH MY GOD those retro songs.... I miss the time singing with my mum.

Not long receive a call alert and its XY. He called me to ask how was my result.
He got 4 pointed and he nags at me.. Whatever...
XY: Hey... Where are you?
Me: I at Clarke Quay, Why?
XY: Huh? At pub?? Go to a quiet place..
Me: Oh.. Ya.. What is it about?
XY: How was your result?
Me: Hai.. 2.3...
XY: Huh? How come? Please go study lah.. don’t play lah...
Me: Oh okay...
XY: By the way, I am going shopping tomorrow. Wanna join me?
Me: eh.. can ah but what time? Cause I got guides meeting till 5.30pm
XY: Like that ah, I meet you for dinner? You treat...
Me: Tomorrow than say ba...
XY: Kaes.. contact you again..

Today go off quite early as Yi Shen got work tomorrow... Eric and me took cab together and Zhi Lei alittle emotional today.. Yi Shen send her back.. Imagine!! Clarke Quay to Jurong and Back to Bedok... Hai..
Reach home at 3.30am, had a bath and there goes into my la la land...

Pictures took on that day =D

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Shots Taken by Yi Shen
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Zhilei//Eric//Yi Shen

Thursday, October 2, 2008 { 12:35 PM }

I got my result liao..

Serene called me and remind me to see my result..
When I log in to ITE.. My heart was like.. Jumping loh.. Very scare ah..
When I see my result....
I am really very disappointed sia.. What I have done for the past 6months...
I always got hope for my OFA but I got a C.
AFD I got a B.. Got improve..
BFD always got D but I got a C also..

Overall GPA is 2.3...
Fuck lah..

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Hai.. No more working on weekdays, no more playing liao for next semester..
I gonna work very hard for the coming module.. I am consider luck enough I don't need to re-take the module.

I blame myself for not putting more time on studies and been working that few weeks before exam... Hai.. Disappointed!!

School holiday ending soon and just gonna play this 1 week and end my holiday mood soon...
How much how much I wish he could be there..

I am meeting Yishen and Zhilei for dinner..
He won't be joining us.. reason got meeting and busy.. Hai..
forget about it ba..

I always face disappointment with him...
This year my birthday fall on thursday..
I really hope he could spent with me on my birthday..Forget it!!
On my birthday that day good enough I got event to accompany me on my birthday...(sign)


Wednesday, October 1, 2008 { 2:55 PM }

2nd Post of the day..

Receive Yi shen msg just now and I was like HUH? Blur...
Don't think will talk much about here..

  • Its takes lots of courage to talk to someone that you don't know.
  • Its takes lots of courage to contact a person that you wish understand a person.
  • When you know its gonna fail this time, you try to SMILE and carry on.
  • When you manage to take a picture with someone you are smiling and happy about while another party thinks its just nothing..

I got not much to say but of course I feel bad.
Friends are better than being together.

Relationship is like that.. Too tight no freedom, too loose you are going to lose it anytime.

* I have make a plan for myself.
* I don't want to force anything now but to let everything take its nature course.
* No point for me to think so much and yet nothing is improving.
* I have d0ne my part and Its time for me to plan my own time and staying in my own world...

I have learn alot anyway after the camp more on myself today..

~ I speak out loud at times.
~ I am daring enough to try things
~ I always have my own back up plans.
~ I am prepared to face failure.
~ I am friendly =D
~ I am outgoing
~ Can be very demanding and reasonable at times.
~ I am straightforward

Shall be thats all I can think of myself..
abit thick-skin lah ehh.. Hahaha..

I really miss the time with not much thing to think about..
I am curently damn broke again..
I need money, money....

{ 11:55 AM }

Selamat Hari Raya To all the Muslim People
Happy Children's Day To all..

Its Public Holiday today.. And I am working today.
Well.. Today suppose to start work at 10.30am because its Public Holiday,
Realise only when I reach and my collegue told me.. Opps.. I reach at 11am..

I found something weird...
At 4am I receive a call from my grandmother but I didn't pick up as I was sleeping.
When I wake up at 8.30am I saw the miss call and ask my grandmother she said she didn't call me. She was sleeping!
I check my miss call list again and check the time its correct and its my grandmother number loh.. Than who call me using her number? cannot be my granfather as he was deaf lah..
Very scary!!! OMG~

Today one of my relative pass away. Its was my grandfather aunt pass away.
I am going down to the wake later after work.
Hmm~ After receiving the miss call, hopefully won't happen later at night.

Oh my goodness lah.. I seriously very scare loh..
My collegue told me maybe the relative that pass away wanted to call me to inform me she pass away. Please lah.. I am seriously very scare..