Sunday, August 31, 2008
{ 4:19 PM }
I Wanted You – Ina
Lately I've been thinking about what I can doI've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry,
I, II wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you,
I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry,
I, II wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you,
I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted youI wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it allI wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted youI wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
Another song for you!! Enjoy!!
{ 4:15 PM }
Spoon
Rindu Serindu Rindunya
Berikanlah jawapan Huraikanlah simpulan
Biar tenang jiwaku Setelah kasih lama berlalu
Tidak mungkin kulupa Perjanjian kita
Di bawah rumpun bambu
Di kala bulan sedang beradu oh..oh..
Mengapa terjadi perpisahan ini
Di kala asmara melebar sayapnya
Mengapa kau pergi di saat begini
Di kala hatiku terlukis namamu
Kalau memang tiada jodoh
Apa lagi nak ku heboh
Aku malu pada temanPada semua
Rindu ... rindu serindu rindunya
Namun engkau tak mengerti oh...oh
Pilu ... pilu sepilu pilunya
Namun engkau tak perduli
Malu ... semalu malunya
Namun apa daya orang tak sudi
Mahu ... semahu mahunya
Namun apa daya orang dah benci
Berikanlah jawapan Huraikanlah simpulan
Biar tenang jiwaku aku malu...
Want to know how to sing? Come ask me! Its my favourite song when I was in K2 when my aunt leave me.
{ 1:05 PM }
Okay.. I am Back to talk about yesterday. And seriously that really boils my temper now, a disappointment and really sad for me.
He msg me at 1040am + to ask what time I finish work, and he will only finish at 8pm and will rush down to meet me. At that point of time I don't know who is coming actually. When he said ' Nvm, once you finish called Yi Shen to ask where to meet?'
My mind totally blur and I wasn't inform that Yishen and his friends are coming along. FUCK! Its okay!
After finish packing at work place. Called his friend Yi Shen where to meet him, when he told me citilink 7-11, I am a direction idiot and takes me quite a long time thinking where's the place. I walk all the way to citilink with Jennifer and I am happy because I am able to meet him finally. Angry that I wasn't inform at all!
I saw him at 7-11 buying things but i decide to say Hi to Yishen rather to approach him loh, Yishen Intro 2 new friends and I forgot their Name! Sorry!!! after that I walk over to 7-11 and I hug him! but of course I am still angry but acting like nothing is wrong. We walk over to Marina Square to meet the rest of his friends. Melvin, Tien Cheng & his gf(I think), Amanda ya! We watch Money not enough 2.
Really a nice and touching movie! I won't mind watching again anyway!
After movie its was like 1145pm already and I knew that I will have to take cab back home anyway.
Disappointment starts..
I am going to go home after that and the place they going I am not able to enter because I am still under 18. Wa.. My boils starts! Can't you accompany me instead of your friends? I know brothers are important to you. But I only meet you 2weeks once loh.. I am seriously understanding enough you are busy I won't disturb you, I have problems i have no one to share to but just give me that 1 day i don't think is really that bad rite? hai... really disappointed!
Now I can understand I am nobody to you! After that we took cab down to Yong Bak Kut Teh and have our Dinner or Supper. And seriously I am hungry and I know my mood swings already.
Sorry Babes and Dudes I am not in the right mood yesterday
Yesterday was full of disappointment and I am really sad!!
I am going to lead my own life without the thinking I am with you...
Saturday, August 30, 2008
{ 12:56 PM }
Yup! I am Back into blogging... I really find people who is too free enough to spam people blog! Since I have BAN that person hopefully he won't find this new blog link. Yesterday when to SQS to visit PAPA TAN - Mr Tan.. and I really miss my secondary life although we have fight and arguement and stress.. Mr Tan told me something that stack my mind after that. Am I really in love with him? Is it correct to choose that path? Who the hell I am to him? Do I need him? This 2 months how far we have gone to? Nth! He is busy and busy! When I need him where is he? Endure till December? Can I? What if till December things is still like that? He have his good points also. But just can't express out! Okay.. I have nothing else to say and just give a pat on my own and say BE STRONG! I am at work now and later will be meeting him.. Lets see how things work today and will update more tomorrow.. ---- Latest News----
- Xiao Ma on tour for this week.. Sian.. Missing her voice soon
- Monday its a Holiday and I am going to rush my school work!
- 1 WEEK Sept plans out already
- Chan Brother Fair on 13th and 14th Sept! Fighting for sales again...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
{ 10:53 AM }
Exams dates are getting nearer and I am waiting for Holidays now!! hahaha..
Anyway I have plan out my schedule for Sept and Oct already!
Happy 2nd month anniversary darling! although nothing much happen this few weeks and both of us have been busy with our own stuff hopefully you haven't forget about me ya! lol! Yesterday got AFD test and I forgot about posting for the ledger and re freshing back my memories for BRS and Control Test. And having test on Tuesday. BFD now I am going to empty my brain and push the whole book inside my brain! hahaha..
Good Luck to myself man!
{ 10:50 AM }
Weekly updates!!!
Here new blog.. new updates!! Anyway I going for Blaze Camp 1 on September and during the holidays will be working and earn money for the upcoming chalet.
In – Course test coming soon already. 3rd Sept for Access, 8th Sept BFD and 9th Sept AFD. And counting down for Holiday. Although work is the only thing to occupied my time.
Y camp on December, All of us are of course waiting and finally Zhilei is coming! Haha!!
I am getting bored to hell in school most of them mood swing and not much joke as before! Having a little depression in school and really bored in school being skipping for 8am lesson or late for class. BFD lesson has been cancelled because Mrs K hasn’t been feeling that well. Hai!
XY has been contacting me recently and ya he is also having depression because he is lonely and although he is always pack with stuff. Anyway I bought him Essence Of Chicken cause I think he need it! As a birthday gift for him.
Haven’t been meeting him for the past 2 week and reason because he is busy with STUFF! I feeling apart from him and I am slowly walking and I raise my white flag up to Surrender. Simply I don’t feel any position in his life. He has his own life but meeting me at least for dinner. Fuck off anyway! No point talking so much, I am washing my hands off.
Birthday Wish!!
Now Sharon wants to change her wallet and get a new watch for her own birthday present!! Hahaha! This year 18th Birthday might not be celebrating with love one, its a week day! sian. Last year birthday was like hell loh... DRUNK!
This is not going anywhere out of Singapore! Sian sian! Oh ya one of my guy friend got ask weather want to go Genting with him and friends, but eh... No lah! No way!
Chalet Confirm on 31 Oct, 1 Nov and 2 Nov! At Pasir Ris Costal Sand, Downtown East
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
{ 7:57 PM }
Hahaha.. Back to blogging now.. Stupid don't know who keep spam my blog... anyway.. 2 weeks never meet him le.. start to miss him alot and busy with school work. In-course on 8 and 9 sept. Shit, anyway I forgot all the format for AFD except for cash book. Anyway, people you got any idea for Tom's birthday present? errr... Ya.. so this is my new blog.. hopefully no more going to spam again... Missing you every moment darling.. When can I see you again?? hopefully our feeling has not fade yet, Miss you!!
